the gangleader's baby ( book 1 )

chapter 4 - heartless king

lilly's POV

its been a few months now and im starting to show turns out im having a little boy so we tried to come up with names but then decided on writing down one name and put it in a hat then mix it and i picked out one " hmm hudson " anna smiled " yay you picked mine " i chuckled but nodded " hudson it is " i looked at the boys " so anything so far " tony sigh " he's not giving up trust me i even suggested he forgets about you but he wouldnt listen " i frowned " why would you say that " he smirked and looked up from his laptop " to get a reaction out of him turns out i was right " i frowned " right about what " " he loves you and wants you to be his and his only he still doesnt know you have his child which is surprising but i know that he'll find out one day " matt walked in with anna holding drinks and my ice cream and anna looked at me " three more months and my misery is over " she sigh dramatically " hey im not that bad " she looked at me " dude your mood swings and cravings are driving me nuts and not - " she was interrupted by my phone and i looked at the caller ID and saw ema's name pop up " hey ema watsup " " he knows " i was confused " who knows what " " lucas he knows your pregnant with his kid " i froze " how did he find out " " i dont know how but all i know is i saw him looking like he was not gonna rest until he finds you so watch your back and be careful who you trust cause anyone could compromise your location " i sigh " thats the one thing i was afraid of " " i know honey gotta go love you " " love you too "

i looked at tony " he knows " and tony sigh and looked at matt then back at me " what do you want to do " " keep him from finding me until this kid is born atleast " they nodded and as i was about to say something tony's phone rang " hello...oh hey lucas watsup...oh really thats great " he looked at me " so what you gonna do...lucas why you quiet...youre not thinking what i think you are..." i mouthed ' put it on speaker and he did the line was quiet " tony if you really think i would be heartless enough to ask her to get rid of the kid youre dead wrong he or she is my child too and i know for a fact that she didnt get rid of it and its been six months already so dont you dare ask me that again " " ok chill i was just asking i mean you went quiet when i asked you what you gonna do now " " keep looking thats what im gonna do im not giving up on her i just gotta figure out where she is " " well if she was here i wouldve told you long ago " " i know but like i said if you ever see her even for a split second tell me " " you know i will " " alright talk later i got business to take care of " and with that he hung up

i didnt know what to say

lucas's POV

after i got off the phone with tony i walked down to my basement where that damn bastard was " wakey wakey delgado time to talk " i said going up to him being tied up to a chair and all bloody he looked at me with a blank face and so did i except i had a more sinister smile then i saw fear in his eyes " now mind telling me what you know " " i dont know anything " " youre the one who told me she was pregnant you must know something else " " i told you already i dont " i punched him the face " answer me delgado " " she'll never love someone like you lucas thats why she ran away when she found out she was carrying your child " he smirked " i bet she has a new boyfriend by - " he didnt finish cause i stabbed him in the arm and he screamed in pain " you dont know anything " " i know one thing you dont and thats her location " i looked at him " tell me where she is " " sorry my lips are sealed boss would have my head if i did " " yea and ill have yours if you dont tell me now " " id rather die then tell a heartless bastard like you where she is you dont deserve her or that child "

hes right i dont deserve her but im too selfish to let her go and i like being selfish

i want her to know that ill be there for her 

he started to laugh " and so the heartless king has finally found his weakness you cant live without her can you and it pains you that shes not here with you " i looked at him with no emotions " ive had enough of you delgado " i pulled out my gun and pointed it at his head " now tell me where she is " " just go ahead and kill me cause i aint saying shit " i was getting fed up with him and shot him in the head killing my only chance of finding her 

it doesnt matter because ill find her anyways and once i do no way in hell am i fucking letting go

im selfish possessive and a heartless king she'll learn to love me as i am if she doesnt already

no matter what happens she will always be my queen her and that child are my weaknesses and i will do anything to protect them from harm even if it fucking kills me in the end