Im in love with a jerk { A Larry Stylinson Teen Fiction Story}

Chapter 2: 3 Years

Me And Harry Known Each Other For 3 Years Now I Remember Whenever We First Met...... Harry wasn't exactly the guy I was hoping for but I stayed with him anyways cause I hoped he would change all of that with me he had alot of depression before he met me because the past relationships he has been in he's always been hurt , lied to , used , cheated on , everything that put him in pain and it caused him very deep depression at that time I was only his friend and me and Harry only knew each other for at least a year and that was whenever he was in a abusive relationship I kept telling him to move on from those types of relationships but the thing is about abusive relationships is that you feel that you are trapped , there is no escape and you cant do nothing about it cause Harry told me exactly if he told him he was gonna leave him he was afraid he was gonna get hurt ! Maybe that's where all of that pain comes from being in a abusive relationship , maybe that's why he's been such a jerk towards me , maybe that can cause him to be like that

After me and Harry known each other for 3 years now we became close to each other I still very much tried my best to help Harry let go of all that pain he had in those relationships the doctor said he had post traumatic stress which meant it still scars him and he still stresses his mind and worries about it today and I'm trying to help Harry not do that and I'm trying to help him forgot about that !

"Harry are you okay ????" Louis said as he saw Harry walk in looking like he's about to faint but he didn't luckily

" Yeah I'm okay I just need to sit down" Harry said taking a deep breath

" Harry what's wrong , you can tell me" Louis said starting to get upset

" Fine I'll tell you .... Remember how I told you my ex who always abused me got sent to jail for the rest of his life well I just got a call from the cops and they told me he had escaped and his last words were he was gonna find me" Harry said scared

" Don't worry Harry I will protect you" Louis said

" Yeah I know but I'm just scared hes gonna hurt me again " Harry said starting to cry

" Don't worry hazza it's fine " Louis said getting close to harry wiping his tears away

"Alright if you say so I won't worry" Harry said calming down

" Look I know you very well now I know whenever we first met we didn't really know each other but now we do so your in good hands so don't worry" Louis said

" Boobear can I ask you a question" Harry said

" Yeah sure what is it ???? " Louis said

" What happened between us" Harry said asking Louis

" What do you mean ? " Louis said

" I mean we used to be so crazy about each other and now we're not " Harry said

" Do you have a problem with that " Louis said

" Yes Louis I do , I do have a problem with that ! " Harry said getting up starting to get mad at louis

" What's wrong Harry why won't you talk to me " Louis said

" I try to Louis , I really do , I try to come to you every time I have some sort of problem going on and you never listen to me " Harry said getting upset

" Your talking crazy Harry of course I do I love you Harry " Louis said

" Yeah right you don't love me " Harry said

" You know what if you can't accept that all I'm doing is just trying to help you out with whatever your going through and if you can't move on with your ex's you can just go back to them cause I'm through " Louis said getting up and leaving

" No wait ....I'm sorry " Harry said grabbing louis hand stopping him from leaving

" Its kinda too late for that " Louis said taking his hand away from Harry's angerily and walking out the door

As Louis walked out the door I started to cry I fell to my knees and cried into my hands probably for about an hour I couldn't believe this was our first fight we had ever since we been together but I also couldn't he just broke up with me just like that ....

A few weeks went by I had promised Louis I would change for him whenever we were together but I never did maybe that's why he left , because he was sick and tired of how I was treating him and I didn't really accept his help and maybe if I do and I do take classes for my behavior maybe it will get Louis back

I was sitting at home hoping Harry would call me back and forgive me for what I done but the thing is that I was the one that left him he didn't leave me , he didn't break up with me , I broke up with him , so mainly I was the one to call Harry but I didn't mainly cause I wasn't ready I had felt so depressed after what I did to harry I thought maybe Harry would come over to see me but he never did .....
A few days went by I had been thinking about suicide lately but I never actually did it until this one day ....
I had figured out Harry had found a new partner and went back to one of his ex's but I didn't know if it was true or not it's just something I heard so that day I went back home and that's when I did it .... I got so mad that day at Harry I felt that he didn't care about , he never did so I got a knife from the kitchen drawer and I committed suicide !

Later on that day I tried calling Louis cause Harry called me and asked me to talk to Louis for him and tell him that Harry said he was very sorry he never even answered his phone so I walked over to his house and the door was wide open and everything in the house was thrown around , and everything was just a huge mess once I walked in

" Louis are you home ???? " Harry's mom asked

" Louis ???!?!?!!" Harry's mom said again

" Louis !!!!!!!!" Harry's mom said one more time starting to freak out

I searched high and low all around the house and I couldn't find Louis then I went to his kitchen and I saw alot of blood on the floor I looked down and I found Louis but he wasn't alive I had noticed that he killed himself I freaked out once I saw him I immediately called the ambulance and they rushed him to the hospital but they couldn't save him it was too late I wanted to tell Harry so bad but I didn't know exactly how to tell him cause I knew Louis and Harry we're practically crazy over each other