Hey there! If you're taking time to read this thanks heaps, if you are into my merome tfios fanfic, it'll be up next week but my friend is taking ages to read it so :l Anyway hope you like my next short drabble.
~Marziah
It would be so much easier if I hadn't fallen in love with him. You see, I wouldn't be in this situation if I hadn't. I wouldn't be in this dilemma, this mess, this state of constant anxiety. It was inevitably really. His soft features, his deep brown eyes, his gorgeous mop of brown hair, his enchanting tone. It was all too much, all too sudden. It couldn't be avoided no matter how hard I tried. Maybe if I hadn't I wouldn't be in as much pain as Im in now. That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt. Happiness, the feeling that used to be so ever present around him, was gone. Gone, as soon as she came. You stopped looking towards me and began glancing towards her. Because she's so much better, far more talented, even has good friends. Because she's so much better than I am, the pinnacle of perfection. I'm the opposite aren't I? I've always been here but you don't notice me. It's always her. And it always will be. I suppose I'll live really. Life is a constant battle, torn between up and downs, blacks and whites. But I'm not giving up, I'm not slipping into my old ways, it's not worth it. Because I'm on a roller coaster that only goes up my friend. And I plan to keep it that way
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