Jungkook's POV:
I woke up with beads of sweat all over my face. Panting.
Another nightmare. I haven't had a nightmare in a few weeks, I didn't even realize it had been so long.
It was 5 a.m., Taehyung was asleep and I still wasn't settled. I grabbed my bag and searched my blade. Most of my cuts have healed and was waiting to be opened again.
I found my blade and headed to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror then locked the door. I put my blade on the counter and slowly pulled up the edges of my shirt.
At this point I was around 75 pounds which is considered underweight, but all I can see it fat. I pulled my shirt back down and grabbed my blade, slightly piercing my hand.
I slide my back down the wall once again. I rolled my sleeves up, and began to cut. Once I made the first cut it was hard to control myself.
Each cut got deeper as I went on. I soon stopped after the 15 or so, I lost track. I felt myself becoming weaker. I layed my head down and felt my eyelids become heavy.
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Taehyung's POV:
I woke up around 10 a.m. I glanced at my phone, "Fuck forgot to charge it."
I glanced at my bed. Jungkook?
"Jungkook? Jungkook, where are you?"
I quickly got up and made my way diwnstairs.
"Jungkook? Jungkook this isn't funny."
The kitchen and living room were both empty. I went upstairs and checked the guest bedroom and it was, again, empty.
I headed towards the bathroom, I tried to turn the doorknob but it was locked.
"Jungkook? Jungkook! Jungkook, open the door!"
After he didn't answered, I ran downstairs to the kitchen. I quickly opened one of the drawers. I found the key abd quickly made it back up the stairs.
I ran back to the bathroom and put the key in. After jiggling the key in the lock it finally unlocked.
I quickly opened the door to find Jungkook laying on the floor, covered in blood. Without thinking i quickly pulled him into my arms, bridal style, and carried him to my car.
I soon as I got into the car I glanced over at Jungkook.
"I don't care what you think Jungkook, you need to go to the hospital, you're not okay."
I put the key in and started the car.
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Haha my life has been filled with anxiety this week plz send help
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Beautiful Scars
FanficI placed my arms in his. He slowly began to roll up my left sleeve, I tried not to cry but couldn't handle it. He rolled my other sleeve up, as I looked away. I have never shown anyone my scars. ~vkook~
