Beautiful Scars

Parents

Jungkook's POV:

I slammed the door shut after Taehyung said bye. I didn't want to deal with him right now, all that mattered was the bathroom and my blade.

"grandma! are you here?"

"..."

"thank god" i mumbled

I made my way up the stairs and went to the bathroom. I opened the door and locked it behind me, even though I was alone my grandma could come soon.

after locking it I went to the cabinet above the sink and pushed the pills aside. I grabbed the small blade and closed the cabinet. I looked at my self in the mirror.

fat

ugly

disgusting

disformed

I thought about all the things I've been called by namjoon and myself. As I thought about the insults tears began to fall and I sat on the bathroom floor once again.

i looked at my arm and saw scattered cuts, new and old. I dragged my fingers across my skin and looked at the blade.

"you deserve this"

I put the blade on top on of my skin and pushed down, I then dragged it.

i hate the pain, but I deserve it i deserve to be beaten and thrown around I deserve to be cut on starved.

I decided I would cut a few more times, but I didn't want to pass out because someone could find me like last time.

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Taehyung's POV:

I sat on the couch eating cereal because I was to lazy to actually make something.

I heard a knock on the door and got up, hoping it was Jungkook.

I opened the door to be greeted with my parents which they soon engulfed me in a hug.

"hey sweetie! your dad and I got off early so we can visit you, but we can only stay for a few days."

my mom soon let go of me and my dad, on a business call, patted my back before going to his bedroom.

"don't mind your dad, he's just on a business call. he'll join us later."

knowing I couldn't escape my mom and all her questions, I sat at the dining room table while she cooked something for dinner.

"so what have you been up to since we've been gone?"

"nothing much, it feels like summer vacation at home."

"have you made any friends at your new school?"

"yeah, but they're only school friends."

"any girls you're interested?"

my parents didn't know I was gay and that's going to stay like that. I found out they were homophobes the way they talk about it to their friends.

"no," I vaguely answered

"dinners ready let's eat!"

we didn't talk really, we never did. we're polar opposites and that annoyed me because she always wanted to bond and I never enjoyed it.

my parents are always full of themselves and caught up in work to notice me. It didn't help me through my childhood, but I've gotten use to it over the years.

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no proof read

I'm literally winging my exams I don't care at this point.

Jungkook's part is based off a recent event in my life