I found my angel-Destiel

Chapter 12: Why wouldn't you tell me?

Dean POV

Note to self.

The couch is not the comfiest place to sleep with another person.

It leads to a huge back ache which is as pleasant as you can imagine.

I look around the room and find Cas nowhere to be seen.

You knew he wouldn't stay with you long.

Its okay.

Everybody has to leave eventually.

I moved from my spot on the painfully hard couch and made my way upstairs to my room, and realized my bathroom shower was running.

Okay, so he didn't leave

yet

I went through my daily ritual of getting ready for school. Typical sweater with black jeans and Vans, nothing new. Now I just had to wait for Castiel. To pass the time I decided to finish the homework that I didn't do last night. How am I still even passing my classes?

" You need any help with that?" a deep voice asks. I turn around and didn't prepare myself for what I saw.

There was Castiel.

Standing in front of me.

With no shirt.

Just a towel around his waist.

He had a toned chest that practically had me drooling. Now don't get me wrong, I honestly don't care about someones physical appearance because i'm not an asshole, but damn..

How the hell did I manage to get someone like Cas?!

Cas is so breathtaking, and I just don't want him to leave. He is too good for me, and i'm not good enough for him. I'm not worth it. What if I hurt him? I couldn't do that. He is so gentle, and kind that it makes every bone in my body ache. he does so much fro me and I never truly showed him how thankful I am for him saving me yet again in that doctors office.

"Take a picture, It will last longer." cas commented and I then realized how long i was staring at his mostly naked body. I just turned red and looked down at the ground to avoid his gaze. Cas stepped closer to me so that he was an arms length away, " hey. look at me." I moved my eyes from my feet to his beautiful crystal blue eyes, " I was only kidding, you can look as much as you want. I don't mind" I only gave him a small smile.

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3 hours, 35 minuets, and 45 seconds later it was lunch time.

I take an advantage of the 25 minuet time frame I get to go outside and escape my personal hell. Lately, me and Cas have been meeting by the big Oak tree that is behind the school. We typically just sit up against it and share a lunch.

Thats where I was now.

Castiel and I have diffrent classes fourth hour so me and him didn't see each other until lunch. He typicaly is here before I am, but today he isn't here.

I was starting to panic.

Did he finally leave me?

did he figure out that I am a lost cause?

Did he find someone to replace me?

Is there someone better?

Of course there is someone better. Castiel could have anyone if he wanted to. With his charming good looks, and I am the only thing holding him back.

I begin to walk back into the school building to see if I can find the angelic looking teen. Anything that will take me away from my thoughts is worth trying. I walked past many friend groups consisting of raging teens, but none of them had castiel.