The Captain's Daughter

Ghost

yayyayaya I'm catching up! so I am just going to jump into this chapter

WARNING! MAY TRIGGER BAD EMOTIONS THOUGHTS OF SELF HARM AND OR SUICIDE IF YOU HAVE THIS PROBLEM PLEASE SKIP IT!

Hannah pov

I had come back late last night to dad nursing his rum which wasn't anything strange but his mood was weird and I didn't sleep really as I was trying to wrap my brain around what I had seen so I heard him talking in his sleep something about "Swan stay away" I wasn't really sure what was happening but I didn't question so morning came rolling around and he finally woke up he frowned at me. did you sleep at all. I shook my head. I couldn't... I have a bad feeling about something. I said looking down which wasn't a lie around 3:04 I started getting a bad feeling but no one I knew was in trouble and I normally get a glimpse of these things dad sighed and walked over he looked paler than me he rolled the chair in some and opened his trunk and pulled out a black shirt and slipped it on not even bothering changing his leather jeans I rolled my eyes and hugged my knees resting my chin on them. what has you so down love? I just shrugged and listened to the familiar clicking noise signifying that dad's hook was locked into place. is it what happened yesterday? he asked as putting a boot on I kinda shrugged tilting my head to the side. I'll take that as a yes... come on up. he said slipping his other boot on and walking in front of me I frowned. come on. he said taking my hand and pulling me up and into a hug his hook rested on my back his hand on the back of my head I wrapped my arms around him kinda wishing we didn't have to go anywhere as 1: I felt safe and 2: with dad no one ever mentioned anything bad about my powers. you can't let it bug you. dad- love it's going to be alright... this whole thing will blow over and no one will be scared of magic. I sighed he kissed the top of my head I then remembered I was gonna watch Roland. hey dad I have to run... I uh told Robin that I would watch his son. he frowned. Robin as in Robin Hood? he asked as we walked out I nodded. Hannah I don't know about you hanging around with a bunch of thieves. dad you taught me how to steal when I was like six. he laughed smiling down at me I ran to the woods putting my hair into a pony tail and yes it was still very sloppy I came to the camp sight and saw Regina standing there everyone seemed very uneasy. what happened? I asked picking Roland up as he ran over. Rumple stole my heart. h-how? not important. I looked at the boy who was messing with the arrow head necklace I had on. Hannah no offense but I think it's best if Roland stays with me for a while. I looked down I knew this was too good to be true... someone used magic to hurt him and suddenly I was just as bad as the person who did so I handed him Roland. fine. I snapped turning. Hannah I- didn't mean it like that I know I've been getting that for a while now and I'm sick and tired of it. I snapped Regina looked at me hurt I poofed myself to the first place I thought of which was dad he was sitting in the sand down by my cave actually watching the sea he frowned when he realized someone was standing there and then saw the look of anger, frustration, and just plain out sadness written across my face he got up and walked over to me. Caribbean? turns out Robin doesn't like magic to much anymore. I said clearly about to cry dad sighed and took me into a hug after a while we were called to Regina's house and I sat there with dad as Snow and David argued over baby names dad sat there with a green apple in his hand looking it over as if looking at it for an escape I sighed. take me with you if you do. I thought to myself I couldn't help but still feel back about everything that had been going on and how everyone was so quick to tell me no they didn't need help from someone who used magic this openly... what did they think?!? I'm in league with the Wicked Witch?!? cause trust me I'm not Emma came walking in and talked to dad I got up and joined them at the circular table my chair was the only one with out arms so I flipped it around and sat on the chair back wards *yes I did that and get over it*. Emma can you please tell your mother we are not naming your brother Leopold! I looked at David a bit shocked. why not?!? it was my father's name! Snow said defending the name. people will make fun of him! David said defending his case I had a hard time not cracking a smile and laughing as this was making me feel better from the last few days and their events. my father was a king. Snow said. which is why nobody made fun of him. I snickered as I looked at dad who looked like he wanted to go back to his room take his pistol and shoot himself which given the chance he probably would if it meant he didn't have to listen to this they kept talking and then Regina walked in with 'special' tea I frowned. wait we're using magic? I snapped she nodded. well yes I- REALLY?!? I snapped louder than intended at Snow and David sitting up straight and not leaning on the chair dad squeezed my hand as if saying it's alright don't let it get to you I put my arms back on top of the chair's back and leaned against it I wanted to cry we then found out we were summoning her mother from the dead. or I could just go talk to her. I said having that feeling again dad looked at me with a sad expression. what do you mean you could just go talk to- David stopped realizing the answer to his question I didn't say anything I just looked at the table not in the mood for this crap at all I was twelve for God's sake! and I felt like this?!? and all because they are worried about me using magic... well the way they put is what was hurting me it then became seriously awkward but Regina pointed out one thing Snow didn't like about herself I smirked evilly as Regina lit the double ended candle. what do we need to do? Emma asked. focus on Cora. welcoming thoughts. dad said taking my hand as we were joining hands I sighed I didn't know much about Cora but I did know one thing to think about... yup the fact she was going to kill me if my dad didn't help her I closed my eyes and thought about it all I knew was the wind blew violently the fire place went out and the candle threatened to blow out then a portal opened we all looked up a horrible noise came through I knew the importance of this so I didn't cower away and hide like I wanted to. we did it. Snow said. Cora? mother can you hear us? Regina yelled over the noise she asked something else and then the part that almost made me laugh. do not ignore me now mother. please you owe me this. the table shook Snow screamed we all let go of each others hands as we jumped when I jumped my chair scooted back wards. sorry love... that was me I crossed my legs and bumped the table. dad said scratching the back of his ear I sighed face palming and hiding a laugh as I was feeling some what better because I feel like dad was trying on purpose to make me feel better we got up and walked out of the room and into the foyer of the house Emma brought up the fact of her magic I balled my fists and a slight humming noise started I looked up my body shaking some what as I tried to fight it but my eyes flashed colors a deep purple I closed them getting control over it sighing. what the hell was that? I shook my head looking down. stress most likely. I said making something up as weird stuff happened when I was stressed we walked out dad took my hand as we walked want to talk about what happened or- no. I said bluntly as I walked to Granny's with dad and Emma where Emma was testing her magic she managed to teleport her hot chocolate to the table where dad and I were sitting dad was reading. BOOM! she said. well done Emma for doing something good and pure in this world. I said taking a drink of my soda wishing this was the enchanted forest so I could have something stronger she then poofed his hook. bad for Swan tampering with a man's hook. he snapped getting up and grabbing his hook off the coat hanger dad was always upset when he liked someone... or I think as I didn't know a time when dad liked anyone besides Milah soon enough Belle burst in turns out she found out what Zelena was up to... not to sound rude but I had figured it out but didn't say anything as no one would have believed me and or would have said I used magic and after the small little out burst at Regina's place it was a good idea to keep everything on the down low we went running to Regina's but one minute I was there with them and the next I was at Regina's front door. crap. I muttered as I realized what I did by accident they came up behind me not to long after. Hannah what the hell?!? Emma asked. sorry I know it was an accident. I said as we ran in turns out Cora came through and then turns out she tried to talk with Snow then Belle explained Zelena's plan which was to go back in time to the day Cora gave her up to make sure it didn't happen that way Regina was never born and the whole entire world and people I knew never existed... even I was at risk of never existing I looked at dad as they explained why she was stuck because of the fact Snow hadn't had the baby I sighed I was done so I headed out I walked down to the docks I sighed breathing out breath visible I was actually crying now the fresh cuts still burned like hell I looked down I heard someone walk up. why is everyone such a hypocrite?!? I don't know love. dad said softly. what did I ever do to them with magic that was so wrong?!? I mean I have tried my damn hardest to be a good person to help people with this stupid... stupid curse and then- I sniffled and wiped tears away as they were just sitting under my eye  I turned to dad who took me into a hug. was that what the slight out burst was about? I nodded. uh huh. I just cried into his short not caring really because I didn't cry that much and when I did there was always a very good reason for it. listen to me Hannah, you are a good person no matter how many times they seem to say you aren't. I tried to calm down the walk back to Granny's was a little awkward because I knew dad would ask about why I felt like this and for good reason too! I crawled into bed and laid on dad some who was lightly singing I yawned getting tired soon enough everything went black and the pain of everything that had been happening had slipped away as I slept.

hey guys this is a serious note by the way if you guys feel like killing yourself and or hurting yourself please tell someone I don't even care if it's the crazy old neighbor just tell someone heck you can tell me if you want! but depression is a serious matter and I know everyone probably know's this so if you know of someone or you are the someone ask for help it's the best choice you can make. love you guys 

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