Without you (Creek Bunny Style)

Chapter 4. I Don't Care

Kenny POV

Everyone was sitting at the table at lunch, talking about how we got together. Butters told them about the summer job we had and what happened. Kyle chimed in ''So... Have you done it yet?'' Butters' face started turning red in embarrassment. I wrapped my arm around his shoulder and smirked. ''Nice!'' Craig said while giving a thumbs up. ''So, not to change the subject, but about tonight's party.. or should I say, the real party.'' Stan said.

'Shit..!' I haven't told Butters yet.. 'Crap.. Crap.. He can't hear it from someone else.. I have to tell him.. But what if he hates me..? What if he leaves me..? I don't want to lose him so fast..' The thoughts were racing through Kenny's head. ''What is he talking about?'' Butters looks at me a little confused. I tug on Butters arm while getting up. ''Come with me, I need to tell you something.'' Butters followed me as we walked out of the cafeteria and down the hall. We went into the boys bathroom.

''Listen.. I have to tell you something about me.. and I don't want you to hate me for it. You are the first person I actually have feelings for.. '' I was shaking a little. I didn't know how he was going to react. ''ok..?'' Butters said. He looked very confused. ''What do you think about.. Weed?'' Butters thought for a moment about the question.. 'Why is he asking me about drugs..?' he wondered. ''Well.. I've never done it before.. I mean.. I've thought about before.. You know, to see how it feels.'' He said this with a straight face just thinking out loud. I was feeling more relaxed as Butters was speaking. ''I heard that it makes sex way better too.'' He turned to look at Kenny. ''Why are you asking anyways?''

Kenny sighed and took a deep breath. ''What would you do if I said I smoke it?'' Butters laughed a little. ''I wouldn't care if you did or not. Hey! I like you Kenny. I don't want you to be something you aren't. If you do, then that is who you are.'' Kenny stared at Butters who had a smile on his face. Butters looked at Kenny who still had a worrying expression and started to get a little worried himself. ''What's on your mind babe? You look like there is something else you want to tell me.''

'Butters is so supportive. I don't want to ruin this.. but he has to know the truth before we go any farther.' ''What would you say if I did more than just smoke it..'' Butters was getting really confused now. ''What do you mean? Like you smoke other stuff too..?'' Kenny was looking down at the ground while talking. ''No.. I mean.. selling it..'' He couldn't bring himself to look at Butters. ''I don't care!'' He didn't look up as Butters walked to him and wrapped his arms around Kenny tightly. ''I don't care Ken, I love you.'' Butters said softly. Kenny looked up to face Butters who had his hands now on his shoulders trying to comfort him. ''You are way too worried everyone is going to hurt you or leave.'' ''No.. Just you.'' Kenny said as he leaned in and kissed Butters.

They both sat down again the wall. ''So, does it bother you..?'' Butters smirked a little. ''Not at all, it's kind of exciting if you think about it!'' Kenny chuckled lightly. ''WAIT!!'' Butters jumped up. ''If you are selling drugs... then why did you get that summer job? I would imagine you would make way more money with that than any stupid summer job like we had.'' Kenny laughed at his question. ''I didn't get that summer job for the pay. I was there to make connections. The owner is a customer of mine and he owed me. He gave me a job so I could connect with some of his customers. I wasn't even supposed to be paid. But after I actually started helping, he decided I earned it.'' Kenny looked up, he was smiling now thinking how he was worried for nothing. ''I'm glad I told you before it got too serious.'' Kenny looked at Butters expecting his usual cute smile but was met with an upset glare. Kenny started going a little pale from Butters' expression. He felt like he said something wrong, but wasn't sure what.. ''Umm.. What..? Did I say something wrong..?'' Kenny said while Butters stormed out of the bathroom and down the hall.

Stan POV

I was chatting with Kyle about what we needed to do before the party to get ready. Kyle whispered ''I know what you need to do'' as he winked at me. I thought 'I like that idea!' Since we won't get any alone time after it starts. We both laugh quietly, then I lean in for a kiss before we hear ''Eww.. please.. go somewhere else if you're going to do that.'' We turned our eyes and glared at who stopped us. Craig was sitting across the table making puking gestures. He didn't care about us both being boys, but he hated seeing public displays of affection.