Kim Namjoon X Reader Oneshots |SERIES|✔

Fan Surprise 'pt. 3'

Heres the last chapter that you crave for more*
Enjoy it k?

Have fun babies~

♡

"Ok~ did i really have to do this?",

I talk to myself like a shit this morning

Last night was really big and unexpectable
But i feel well for that too

I just uhm need to do this to get things out more clear
Im just hoping that im really insane than even making this

Uh i really hate this part of my life someday

Namjoon's POV

Im still wondering since last night
Is she sick again?
If ever that happens again, idek what will im going to do again to myself
I cant just stand here looking at her like that
I really felt hurt always whenever shes like that
Shes now my only hope this time
I cant be just afraid and be a rat again
I must really protect her starting now until forever
Even if i have to sacrifice anything that i had now
Even my career

"Hey hyung~ are u feeling sick?",tae snapped me at my thoughts in this early breezy morning

He taps me from my right arm as he stand up on his bed

"Nah its just... (y/n)",i whispered but i bet he still heard it

"Omo hyung.. why? Did you two had a fight?",tae asked me in a flash. I chuckled at him

If only i could tell yall the truth behind us

Maybe soon i will have the courage too for that

"No. Shes just beautiful",i smiled widely at him and he frowns

"Ya! I thought it was now even something fishy! Aisshh..",he was about to hit me but he refused and i laughed at his funny expression haha

I dont want either to break this bond that bangtan have now

Only if you know how many times will i cry alone at Dduksum (*if you'll only listen to his song REFLECTION again, Dduksum says in the song that, that is the place where he always go whenever hes sad i thought*) and just stood there thinking i have nothing more use into this earth, and suddenly will probably forget when i have seen my family. My brothers, Bangtan.

I keep up that side of myself until now
Im a good pretender btw

Ik that thing isnt fair but i have to so what can i do?
Thats the only thing that i can do for Bangtan's future life

Your POV

HOLY FUCK--

The pregnancy test has double red lines on i-it.

Now im DEAD

Is namjoon was the father of this creature?

Oh gosh (y/n)
Why would you call that life in your tummy a creature? Horrible you are

I frantically calmed myself for 20th time you know

Im stuck at my bathroom leaning against the wall and didnt even know what should i do

I have no friends and i cant ever ever say this early to my parents plus the facts that i knew last night

Lastly how am i sure that namjoon is really the father of this creat--i mean of this life inside me?

I remember this days not having sex on anyone and basically im a virgin as i know
B-but m-maybe it cant be anymore because im not sure if namjoon and i had done such things before all of my memories with him lost.