im only 14 for goodness sakes (editing and changing a little)

chapter 7 shopping with my brother

Jason came back with some shorts on but was shirtless. I rolled my eyes and buried my face in my pillow and sighed. I was just thinking about wanting to get new clothes that my parents definitely wouldn't want their own daughter to wear. "Jason?" I asked. "Yes?" Jason said. "Can Brian take me shopping for new clothes pretty please?" I asked giving him a puppy dog look. He nodded smiling. I laughed and gave him a bear hug. " Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you." I said squealing with excitement. Jason then called Brian in the room. He explained to Brian what was happening and Brian took my hand and took me to a limo and told the driver to drive to the mall. When we got to the mall I ran to the nearest clothing store. I saw really cool rock star outfits and ripped Jeans and short shorts and shirts that said stuff like I'm on a chocolate diet. We bought almost all of the clothing in the store. We then went to a shoe store and I bought tennis shoes and stuff like that but not high heels because there is an accident waiting to happen. I saw a choker collar and bought it without my brother knowing. I loved this stuff and then I convinced Brian to take me to the video games. I bought all the Sims games and halo and all the other cool shooting games. I was having so much fun. I saw someone from school that I did not want to see in my life ever again. I tried hiding but it was to late because he saw me. He approached and said, "hey Kiera. What's up?" He stroked me face but I pulled away. "Nothing is up jerk face." I replied. "Oh come on baby. You know you like me touching you." He said as he grabbed my waist aggressively and pulled me close to him holding me against him. I fought against him but it was no use. He pulled me to one of the dressing rooms and pushed me inside without anyone seeing and went inside and locked the door behind him. I forgot to mention but we are in another clothing store. "Now you are going to obey me and you aren't going to scream for help because I haven't been fucked since you left because since you left the girls at school think I did something to you. Now when I say moan you moan ok?" He said. I smirked and said, "what makes you think I'll obey you?" He laughed and said, "because if you don't I'll have to do this by force and don't you remember the last time I did that? It wasn't fun for you now was it?" I shivered out of fear. Then I smirked and said, "my fiancee will literally kill you if you don't let me go." He smirked and said, "well then at least if he does kill me after this then at least I had my moments of fun." I shivered out of fear again. "Now are you going to obey and if you don't I'll hurt you." He said. I nodded shakily because I was scared of getting hurt. He approached me and sat me down in the seat. He took off his clothes and took mine off.

3 hours later.

I shakily went to my brother and my brother finally finished buying the rest of the stuff. "Are you hungry?" He asked. I nodded because I actually was hungry. We went to the food court and ordered a hamburger and pizza for me. When I finished eating I stopped shaking but I kept distance from my brother and any other guy for now because of what that jerk face did to me again. My brother didn't notice and when we got back to the castle and back to my room. I ran to the bathroom and took a long shower. I felt dirty all over my body. After the shower I dried off and got dressed in sweat pants and a sweat shirt. I hid under the covers. My body ached all over and I hated it. I hate that jerk face and always will. I am never going out of the castle again without Jason with me everywhere I go. Of course I'm not going to tell him about what happened but he's bound to know eventually. Right now he is asleep in the bed and I kept my distance right now. I felt myself fall into a deep sleep. I woke up to find an arm around my waist. I knew he was awake. I closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep and never wake up ever again. I heard him sigh and say,"come on Kiera I know your awake and I know something is wrong. You know you can tell me." I closed my eyes tighter and I felt tears fall down my face. I still feel violated and dirty after yesterday. "Please turn around." I heard him beg me. I just continued silently crying and eventually I felt myself fall asleep. Just before I fell asleep completely I heard him sigh and felt his arm disappear and I heard the door to the room slam shut. I woke up again and I knew I only slept for like 10 minutes. I looked at the kindle on the nightstand next to the bed. I looked through the bags of stuff that I bought and found my headphones. If I can't die in my sleep then I'll die of starvation. I plugged my headphones in the kindle and played the song hello by evanescence. When that was over I played hero by Mariah Carey at least that who I think it's by. I put it in repeat. I silently cried hoping that I'd just die straight away. But I doubt that wish would come true. I heard the door open again and shut. And then I felt Jason come and wrap his arm around my waist again. I didn't want him to talk to me right now so I turned the volume up all the way. I switched the song to I'll stand by you by Carrie Underwood and then changed it to imaginary by evanescence.

I hope you liked this one and I know I updated twice today and I hope I can update another time today.

Until next time my little smurfs :-)