Indestructible Unity

Adira

May 26

The tears cascaded down my eyes as I heard my doctor tell my momma what I suffered from.

Why me why would I get abused and messed with I don't do anything to anyone, I just stay to myself.

Ms. Wright if you remember anything may you please tell us so that we may help you. Do you remember anything?  I shook my head no and I turned over in the hospital bed.

Well then she can be released tomorrow she's going to need to be on bed rest for a couple days and then she will be walking on crutches make sure she takes her medicine please with that the doctor walked out.

Are you okay my baby? She brought me into her embrace and rocked me back and forth. My mom hasn't been the same since my brother but she tries. She quit her job after she had my new little brother she went into a depression a deep depression my father constantly beats her and talks down on her. He says it her fault for Sammy and Shawn's death she can't protects Us.

But where is the man in him I blame him for a lot he has not once protected me and he has the audacity to talk.

I actually thinks she believes it.

But basically she takes care of us.  by herself my father all he does is go to work come home and Taunt us.

So you let some little kids crowd my baby girl huh Samantha? And Adira you need to toughen up you too old too be soo pussy.
Your brother is  not here to save yo ass no more.

  I didn't even respond I just turned over.

My dad asked my mom no  Cedric  don't do this in front of her and not in here please she stressed.

He walked up towards her getting directly in her face, Who the fuck you talking to he sucked his teeth while shaking his head I got something for yo ass when we get home.

I was shocked by now my mom just put her head down he looked at her then at me I mugged him turning my head he slammed the door on his way out.

I just laid there shaking my head. 
Now  I had  to listen to my mother cries for the rest Of  the night.

I wish Sammy was here.

My grandfather died last year he just passed away in his sleep.

My grandfather was sixty eight years old and he didn't look a day over forty.

After his death my grandmother lost her self and contact  with us all. So basically it was me all alone once again.