Indestructible Unity

Amell

Today was my first day at this bull shit ass school.

I got out of bed headed to the bathroom passing up my brothers room

I don't even go in there any more my momma doesn't even look this way.

I got in the shower once I was done I had washed my face and brushed my teeth. I put on the damn uniform shirt with some khakis pants I put on my all white Nike forces. I topped it off with my Rolex.

I grabbed my book sack out my room and keys off the table I made sure the door was locked before going to my car.

I put my keys in the ignition then my seatbelt on I pulled off

I plugged my aux to my phone going to my song. Mac shell shocked my brother this song was everything about me and my brother I turned it all the way up. Rapping along to it

Yo, if y'all don't mind, I'd like to share a little somethin I wrote.
About the closest nigga to me, ya heard me? My muthafuckin brother, ya
know. And it ain't gotta be ya blood brother, it could be ya thug
brother.
We tend to say things that we don't really mean
Like I hate you and I hope you die tomorrow of some deadly disease
I never meant a word nigga, I was speakin out of anger
At times, I treated you as if you was a stranger
We both shared poverty, eatin commodity, you never lied to me
Or knock me for nuthin I tried to be
You was in the house sharpenin your art skills
And I was in the backyard doin cartwheels
Runnin with the niggas mama told me leave alone, come home
Stealin bikes even though I knew my rights from wrong
I used to envy you cause you intelligent
And I hate you was a strange way of tellin it
But that was irrelevant
You was in the good schools, I went to the gutter with the thugs
When a nigga shot dice and all the teachers did drugs
You my nigga, til I'm dead and gone
And I loved you like you was a part of me
And that's why I'm singin this song

Chorus: It's my nigga, my nerve, my one love
(you're my brother)
The one who wouldn't change on a nigga
(you're my brother, you're my brother)
Cause we shared the same blood
(there's no other)
That's my nigga, my nerve, my one love
(you're the only one for me)
The one that wouldn't change on a nigga
Don't change on a nigga
It's my nigga, my nerve, my one love
(you're my brother)
The one who wouldn't change on a nigga
(you're my brother, you're my brother)
Cause we shared the same blood
(there's no other)
That's my nigga, my nerve, my one love
(you're the only one for me)
Even though I never told you, at times I tried
So I praise you while you alive

Now even though we look at life differently
You probably had the better view
And when it came to hoes I was way ahead of you
I went to school with em, used to fool with em in class
In the hallways tryin to get some ass with my hall pass
You did homework, and I did bitches
You was plottin on how to pass, I was plottin on some riches
It showed in the report card
You paid attention to the teacher
I was lookin at the sport cars
In the magazines with my headphones, knowin I was dead wrong
Cuttin class, goin everywhere but home
When you got a job, mama and them was proud, I was jealous
You worked late nights, I ran the streets with the fellows
In a rush to be grown, you was still more mature
Cause you hang with your own, plus my heart was pure
You my nigga, til I'm dead and gone
And I loved you like you was a part of me
And that's why I'm singin this song
Chorus
2x: Let me hear ya say oh, ooh, oh, ooh, oh
The only one for me

Pulling up to the school I found a parking spot making sure my car pass was on my front so it was visible, I hopped out getting a lot of stairs I grabbed my schedule out of my glove department.

Closing and locking my door I made it in the building getting a lot of stares I looked at the schedule seeing what class I should go too

. It was the teacher I met Mrs Davison I walked that way making it just in time before the bell had rung.
I scoped the classroom out seeing a diversity of people I took the seat all the way to the back it was only two seats I looked over seeing a girl with her head down so I couldn't see her face.

She probably just a bad ass student who hates school just as much as my black ass do.

Err why are you sitting by this lunatic this lol mixed shawty asked I checked her out seeing that she had on the most expensive shit but she had too much make up on and her red lip stick stained her alright teeth.  

Right she hasn't been the same since her brothers died she just a dumb as nerd.

Ugh Lisa  hush up.  red lipstick asked I looked over at the girl who was sitting next to me she still has her head down

How about you come sit by her you wouldn't want to be by her it's bad luck seeing that everybody she is around dies and she can't defend her self.

What's your name? She smiled getting all up in my face Trinity?

Say Trinity it's not cute to talk shit and not have you shit together now go ahead that girl ain't  doing you a damn thing and it's rude to try and come and talk to me when you got red lip stick stained all in your teeth so go check ya self.

And three stogies behind her a real NIGGA don't want no damn girl that got to follow somebody around while head honcho  be the leader it's not cute.

She stormed off with her lil groupies following her. I watched as all the dudes surrounded her gawking over her. Shawty wasn't all that at all and her breath smelled like shit.

Okay now today is a very special day for me and one of your fellow classmates

. Somebody came on the intercom I'm just a few I would like for everybody to stand up out of your seat and we will do a moment of silence for one of  your fellow classmatess
He was a senior who graduated three  years ago on the 12th of May with a 4.0  grade point average on the 12th of every month we want to honor his life even though his life was  tragically taken away from him by police brutality.

I assumed it was the principal, everybody stand and have a moment of silence please for Samuel.R. Wright. The class all stood except shawty on side of me I kinda put two and two together that must've been her brother.

May be seated and have a great day. I sat back down. So why did we have to do that somebody dies every day, nobody gives a fuck about him or his sister.

Get  out of my classroom now Trinity Duncan and I will have you wrote up.

So we supposed to feel sorry for that crazy bitch and her brother who probably deserved to die. Get the hell out now.

She left laughing shawty is fucked up that's not even cute if she was trying to impress a NIGGA like me she failed and needs her ass slapped. Can I go to the restroom girl next me asked just a lil bit above a whisper she didn't bother to look at me,

I noticed it was the pretty girl I had seen the other day while enrolling.

Yes take your time I would have the notes ready for you when you come back she nodded grabbing her things and running off fast.

I shook my head I raised my hand, yes Mr. Thompson. May I go?

Yes hurry back I usually don't allow my students to leave during instruction so make this your last time. I smacked my lips but nodding taking the hall pass before walking out heading to the bathroom.