Ayato's Confession (Completed)

Ch. 10 The Lovers Dream

Its been a week since Yui was transfered out of the hospital and her blood levels were normal so at least she was out of danger. But still, after what I'd done to her I couldnt face her as I am and after everything that's happend, she'd never forgive me at this point I'd be lucky if she didn't hate me forever. I walked into Yui's room and just saw her lying in bed reading a book. "Yo, how're you doin?" She put her book down and sinply stared at with me with a blank exoression "Is that even a question you could ask me Ayato.... You sucked me near dry and you tortured me nonstop, do you even think for a minute that I would be alright. The pain you caused me the humiliation, I just can't take it anymore, after you saved me ftom Cordelia I thought things would be different. But now I see that nothing will ever change. So please just leave Ayato... I.. I don't want to see you." Her eyes showed so much pain and saddness in them that it nearly broke my heart to see how low I had gone to please myself. I never thought that words from her could cut so deep and so painfully. After she said that all I did was walk out the door, but before I did I turned and looked at her just one more time "for what it's worth, you deserve someone who can treat you right much better than I could ever be, I'm sorry Ive caused all this misery for you." After I shut her door I could barely contain it anymore, the tears began flowing down my face and anger filled inside me at my own stupid decisions but I knew that this was for the best, she'd have to recover from this and while I'll help her through it... I'll have to let her go.