Actors In Love [TOM HOLLAND]

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I am so sorry I took so long to post this part, I've just been very busy lately. I don't know if I'm going to have a particular schedule of when I post new parts but most likely it will be like two parts every weekend. I'm going to try to make my parts as long as I can as well. I actually started writing this last Monday but then I made brownies. So, sorry! Enough of me though back to the story. 

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Is this happening right now? Holy Shit, Tom Holland's lips are on mine. Who would have thought of this, that my first real not acting kiss would be with such my teenage celebrity crush. You have no idea how long I've dreamt of something like this. It feels magical his lips are so soft and he isn't kissing hard, it's just soft and sweet.

I start to feel Tom's tongue try to get in my mouth. A little hesitant to let him in, I opened and I let his tongue explore my mouth. Thinking about sounds gross but when it is actually happening to you, it's so romantic. Tom keeps rubbing my cheek at the same time so I decided to do the unthinkable and brush my hand through his hair. It feels so soft what shampoo does he use? 

I'm not even keeping track anymore of how long this kiss has been going for but I hope it never stops. 

"Alden!"

Shit! Shit! Shit!

All of sudden Tom and I were snapped out of our make out session. Right from the yell I knew exactly who it was. Finn! Tom pulls away from me and looks into my eyes. I open my mouth to say something but before any words can come out Tom runs away in the opposite direction of where Finn yelling came from. Thanks Finn.

I decide not move so that I can recover from whatever that was that just happened. After about a minute Finn finally finds me sitting in shock.

"Hey, you okay? Why are you out here by yourself?", Finn asks. I start to rub my fingers over my lips.

I'm in love with Tom. Wait, god what am I thinking it was just one kiss! I can still feel my heart beating really fast and the butterflies in my stomach still flying. I don't think I've ever been so happy yet so mad in my entire life. I'm happy because of the kiss and I'm mad because Tom ran away and because Finn was the reason why he ran away. Who knew what would have happened if Finn never came. Maybe it was a good thing that Finn came. Why did he run away though? I mean it might have just been because of Finn must their must be another reason as to why he doesn't want to be seen kissing me. 

"Yeah I'm great. Just needed to come out here for some air. That's all,", I tell Finn and it is half true because I do need some air after everything. 

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I am sure."

Finn and I continue to talk for a few minutes. Of course he was curious the entire time during that few minutes wondering what the hell was actually wrong with me on my birthday.

After the party ends, very late might I add, I head to my car and was about drive when I just decide to think. I also realize that I think way too much and it's probably not good for me. Why did he kiss me? Does he like me? Does he find me attractive? What's going to happen next? What if I meet him up somehow? Is he gay? Or is he bi? I don't know.

I look in the center console of my car to find my phone charger but I open it to find the the cigarettes I bought from earlier today. Fuck it. I take out a one of them and light it. I put it up to my lips and inhale and immediately go into a coughing attack. I regret my decision. 

It's the next day and probably one of the biggest days that I have been waiting for, for a really long time too, the premiere of Mentally Ill. I'm so excited and I can't wait to see what everyone thinks of the finished product. Of course I'm nervous too. Oh shit! I just remembered we invited Tom to the Premiere. Will he even go though since what happened yesterday. I hope he does though. I want him to come so I can talk to him and because I genuinely want him to see the movie. 

I arrive at the premiere and immediately have my eyes searching the big crowds in the theater to find Tom but as expected he is not here. But I do find his friend Harrison. I go up to him to find out why he isn't here.

"Hey Harrison!", I say to him with a smile. I mean looking at Harrison is a very attractive guy, he's just not really my type. 

"Hey Alden! I can't wait to watch your movie. I'm sure it's incredible,", Harrison says back to me with an equally nice smile.

"Thanks Man! Is Tom Here?" I ask while rubbing the back of my neck and looking down because just thinking about Tom is making me blush. 

"No! He's not, he said that he forgot that he already had other plans.", Harrison says. We keep talking for a little bit until the film starts.

I'd say the premiere was a major success. After I talked to the critics their and asked them on their opinions and everyone was overwhelmingly positive. I was so scared to that even though I thought the film was good, I just though that everyone else would hate it and think it was the worst movie they've ever seen. But tonight couldn't have gone better

I'm now at home and it's already 1 A.M., and I am not tired at all. I don't know what it is but I can't fall asleep until 2 A.M.. I think it started when I was younger because I never slept so that must have been it.  I'm just alone in my apartment eating ice cream and watching West Side Story one of my favorite movies of all time. I'm in the middle of the movie when I hear a knock on my door.

Who the fuck is that?

 I slowly pick up a knife just in case its a murderer. I go over to the peek hole in the door and look through it to see Tom...