Actors In Love [TOM HOLLAND]

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A/N: Welcome back! It's has been awhile but I am back and I am here to stay so enjoy the story! Also this whole part is mainly dialogue so it's a bit messy so sorry in advance. If anyone has any tips on how I could fix. Please feel free to message me :).

"Tom?" I ask as open the door a crack.

"Hi," Tom says, then immediately looks down. Is he shy? Why is he the one who is shy and awkward I'm the one who is supposed to be. Wait a second? He came back for me. Or to apologize and just say that the one kiss was just because he was drunk. 

"What are you doing here?" I ask. "May I come in and talk?" Tom asks, actually looking at me.

"Sure," 

I open the door more open so he can walk in. Tom looks around to observe my small and old but nice apartment. "Nice place," Tom says.

"Thanks. It's small but my style. Do you want anything to drink?" 

"I would say beer but I highly doubt you have any," Tom says laughing.

"I actually do have beer," I tell Tom. I walk over to my fridge to grab a beer and banged it on the counter to get the cap off. I walk over to Tom to give him his beer and sat down on the couch.

"My parents were recently in town and they were drinking if you're wondering why an 18 year old has beer." 

I decided that turning on the TV would be good to help get rid of the silence. Tom just kept standing for a little while with his beer then sat down next to me on the couch. We sat there for about 20 minutes just watching TV.

"I'm sorry Alden," Tom says with a somewhat raspy voice while also still watching TV.

"For what? For walking out on me at my party, when you kissed me?" I ask sounding a little sarcastic but I don't care I need answers.

"I now I fucked up. It was a really dick move and that's why I came, to talk to you," Tom says actually sounding genuine.

"What do you want to talk about? Talk about how the kiss was a mistake. It should have never happened, no one can know about. I'm not gay. Well you know what Tom I've been in this type of situation before and I will not..." I explained but was cut off with lips on mine.

My heart began to race like it was during our first kiss except this kiss felt softer more sincere and I'm not complaining.

Tom pulled back and said "If the first kiss was a mistake then why would I be kissing you again?".

"Well, I don't know, to shut me up. So, does this mean you're gay?" I ask. I kind of regret after saying that because that is a little too forward.

"I don't know. I've never kissed a guy before. I've never felt the way I feel about you ever about a guy. We've only known each other for a few days and not even that well but I already feel like I want to go out with you. You do something to me but I can't describe it. Then reality hits me as well because I'm 24 and you just turned 18 and I don't know if society would accept us. They would think that I'm a pervert and maybe they would think you're like a kid who just likes older guys. I would never want to ruin you're career with us if we were ever to be a thing because you're just starting your career. But sometimes I do just think, maybe I should just drop it all for you." 

I clap. "That was amazing. You say that to all the ladies except the straight version?" I say sassy because come on who is going to believe that bullshit.

"Alden I'm being serious. C'mon I just poured my heart out the least you could do is say you feel the same?"

"You don't even know me. And I know you but I don't like know you, know you." 

"Alright then let's fix that right now."

"Seriously?" I ask.

"Yup. Right now. To start I want to know what you meant by saying you've been in this type of situation before?" Tom asks, staring at me.

"My past love. In the beginning of my junior year in high school I came back as like a brand new person. I lost like 30 pounds over one summer because I worked all the time and never ate, which is never a good thing. But I was happy with my body because I was skinny and that was my goal and I got there. After losing the weight I became more attractive and more guys would notice me. From that it gave me courage to talk to my crush who I was crushing on for so long before that too. We started dating and it was exhilarating because we never told anyone and it was our secret and no one knew about it and we'd sneak around and do stuff. He made me feel so free and happy, and he was so hot. We dated all the way to the end of our senior year, so the beginning of this year. I was going out to surprise him at work on his birthday but when I got their he was making out with some girl that turns out he was seeing the whole time we were together. I should have known, from keeping our relationship a secret. I just blame myself for it,"

That relationship was my first love, so when I found out he was cheating, it broke me. That's how I was able to write my script for the movie because all these emotions were pouring out of me and it all went into the script. So I guess I can thank him for that.

"Wow. You went through a lot of shit." Tom tells me grabbing my hand.

Tears started to fall from eyes onto my cheeks from remembering my past love. Tom started wiping the tears on my cheeks as if he has done this for before. I couldn't keep my emotions in anymore and went for it. I went in for the kiss this time. Tom didn't kiss back at first from being shocked that I was the one who kissed first, but once he did it was better then ever. 

Tom started to push me down to lay down on the couch, so that he could be on top of me. I felt his tongue trying to get inside. Once I did it just made everything more passionate. Tom lifted himself up for a second so that he could take off his shirt. After taking it off he came right back for my lips. I've seen his abs before from you know his movies but seeing them in person is like a whole another experience. I started to feel something poke my leg but maybe I'm just imagining things. Tom started to tug at the end of my shirt trying to take it off but then reality hit me.

"Wait Tom stop," I said to tom while he started to kiss my neck, almost making me make an embarrassing sound.

"Hold on Tom," Tom finally stops and just looks at me with bliss.

"What is it love?" Tom asks.

"This is great and all but don't think of me as old-fashioned but I like guy who at least takes me out on a date first before whatever just happened would have continued,"

"Then what the hell are we doing here let's go."

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A/N: This was a mess. Will do much better next time but I did not expect things to be heating up this much in this chapter. See you next time!