days awake

Two

"How long has it been?" Jimin asks, laying his blonde curls on my lap as we watch attack on titan for the second time this week.

"13 days."

"How long left?"

"48." I sigh and lower my head before popping back up, "no 49."

Jimin was the only person who made me feel like I wasn't in solitary confinement when Jungkook away, but no one can replace jungkook.

It had barely been 2 weeks and it hadn't quite hit me yet.

I could feel myself missing him when I went to sleep and stay awake til 10, which is when he came home, or made extra pasta last night for his lunch. I even called him to talk about my day only to be met with a "caller unavailable at this moment. please try again later"

"Did you tell him yet?" Jimin asks barely looking away from the screen as Levi kills yet another titan. I give him a confused look unsure of what I was suppose to tell anyone, "did you tell Jungkookie. The L word?"

"Ah!" I shake my head, "he was only back for 22 days this time. it would have felt rushed."

"You should tel him, before ya know.. you regret waiting so long-"

"Please don't say that. Ever again."

"It's the truth Taehyung." Jimin sighs and sits up looking at me, "someone needs to say it."

"Saying that is like saying I need to tell him before he dies, because one day he will."

Jimin places his hand on my hand and exhales gently, clearly feeling guilty as my eyes being to water at the thought of loosing Jungkook. "I'm sorry.."

"It's okay, he'll come back home. He can't die. He's Jungkookie." I said more to myself than to Jimin. If I said it enough it would become true.