Inside jokes
Memories
Little glorious moments
These are the things we shared
We had nothing in common
But our dark humor and wierd jokes
We looked like friends but that was just the surface
If you dug down deeper
Past the surface
past the inside jokes
And the memories
You would find
Nothing
No true friendship
No actual memories
They were all a cover
A cover that I used to hide
Hide my true emotions
Hide my true feelings
The feeling
This feeling
The feeling of hatred
Hating how you talk about everyone behind they're backs
Hating how you treat me like a piece of Shit
Hating how you always wanted my attention
The feeling of jealousy
Jealous of all the people who like you
Jealous of how you can be flawless and not mean to be
Jealous of how If someone told you that you were beautiful they would mean It
Jealous of who you are
Let's go back to the surface before I burst with Emotion
Burst from my hatred of you
From the jealousy
From you.
YOU ARE READING
I cant write poems
Poesiathis is probally going to be poems (i cant write poems so just a warning for cringey content) i should probally put a trigger warning i get deep sort of....so warning i guess....
