Why does it feel like they pretended
I tried
Tried to be quiet
Tried to not be annoying
Tried to fit in
Why didnt it work
I wanted
No wished
To be their friends for so long
Then that day
The day I joined choir
The day the meme god asked me to sit
With them
Them
The people that i thought were perfect
They didnt notcice me
They didnt talk to me
I didnt mind
I was there
I was with them
And now they clearly dont like me
No
They hate me
Exgept the 2
The two
The two who went
The two who told ghost stories on the trampoline at midnight
The two who dont hate me
I thought i was one of them
One of the group
One of the amazing people
One of the cheesiest people
But no
No
They all hate me
They helped me
Made my mental health better
Made me happy
Now
They all ignore me
Pretend i dont exist
Why?
YOU ARE READING
I cant write poems
Poetrythis is probally going to be poems (i cant write poems so just a warning for cringey content) i should probally put a trigger warning i get deep sort of....so warning i guess....
