SOTUS: OneShots

(26)Thirsty for you

Arthit's POV

Arthit has been wandering if something's up with his junior lately he hasn't been the same for a while, he might be busy with assignments but he could still tell somethings is going on if it's related to his boyfriend.

he's in his dorm studying but keeps on getting distracted since his brain just keeps wanting to think of someone instead of studying, 'why doesn't he call me as much anymore? , i may not show it but i do miss him , is he avoiding me?  thoughts like this keep occurring in his mind while trying to shake them off by focusing on his work instead of staring at his phone wanting it to ring or at least a message but nothing.... Kongpob would at least call or text before he sleeps or even when he wakes up in the morning but none of that even happens lately , not even in school they see each other their schedules haven't matched for a while, isn't Kongpob worried about what's happening to our relationship or am i just overthinking?.

Arthit figured he wouldn't get any work done for today with how this matter is not disappearing from his thoughts and decided to continue tomorrow, he felt tired and climbed onto his bed lying down on his back staring at the ceiling.

he took his phone from his desk and looked at his phone to see if any calls were made that he might have missed or messaged even though he checked a few minutes ago but still nothing, i've never felt like this before how come Kongpob can make me feel this loneliness in my heart, not seeing him or hearing his voice, why Kongpob? should i text him? *sigh* but i've never texted him first he's always been the first one to contact me, maybe that's why he hasn't contacted me at all as much, he's bored of me because i never initiate anything, but i'm just a shy guy that's all, maybe in the future i'll be more open but right now i just. his mind was all over the place.

.Arthit sighs and types in a goodnight Kongpob i miss you....as his thumb was nervously hovering the word send he decided he can't as he couldn't bring himself to in the end and deletes it with another sigh but a sigh that contains heaviness and his frustrations, Arthit has changed once he met Kongpob, who knew that him becoming a head hazer would make him meet a junior who is  his co-code member and be someone who he would be annoyed with in the beginning but then be someone he loves and cherishes to the point he makes his way through his thoughts as times goes by. 

why can't he bring himself to tell Kongpob he misses him when he does, is it his pride that doesn't let him?, he might've been a head hazer but he is one of the kindest people you could find once you know him, he just doesn't let many people see that, which is a shame because we need more people like that..but maybe one day Arthit wouldn't be afraid anymore and shares how he feels...'one day' as Arthit says before drifting off to sleep. 

Even though he might be asleep now he will be thinking of these in his dreams, these dreams or more likely nightmares as they are not the sweet kind for Arthit will not stop occurring until he is cleared minded and not stressing about his relationship with Kongpob.

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-the next morning-

Arthit may have changed while dating Kongpob but some habits just don't change.  Being the kind of person who is definitely not a morning person even if you do have a boyfriend who can wake up at the earliest. 

Arthit forces himself to wake up trying to make the alarm that's making noise to stop. 'He's now even appearing in my dreams'  the first thing that appears in his thoughts and he gets up and grabs a towel to shower to wash himself clean and probably help him to stop these thoughts appearing for a while.

Arthit puts on his maroon jacket and grabbing his bag before he sets off to get to class but with a ding noise that making him stop opening the door.  'maybe it's Kongpob' he checks his phone quickly to see the message.