SOTUS: OneShots

(55)Love at first sight [2]

One thing about Arthit is he doesn't mind telling people he's in a relationship with a man , not embarrassed about it and doesn't care what people think but he's scared, and all of a sudden now after 3 years he's in a relationship with someone.

Arthit's POV

"burden"

"disgusting"

ring ri...ng

"never loved you"

"i pitied you"

ring..ri-ring...ring

the ringing now became more clearer , at first it just sounded like the ringing in your ears.

Arthit once again woke up heavy breathing , his phone was still ringing so he took the phone and answered without looking who called "hello" his breathing was irregular and the person on the other side of the call could tell "P'Arthit , are you ok?" 

Arthit: "i'm fine" 

Kongpob: "i somehow don't believe that"

Arthit: "don't worry , i'm used to it"

Kongpob: "P'Arthit i'm worried , you saying you're used to it doesn't make me feel better"

Kongpob and i have been going out for a week , he was the first out of both of us to say he liked me but i can't seem to say it back , i know i do but maybe my fear from what happened to my last relationship  is having a an affect on my current one and thinking it might happen again , but then again that wasn't a relationship , he never liked me it was all one sided.

Kongpob: "never mind , it's fine if you won't tell me we just started dating i'll respect that"

him being this understanding is scaring me too , he's actually taking things slow i think .....my feelings for him are getting bigger , but what if he one day he says i'm boring or a burden as well though?

Arthit: "Kongpob?"

Kongpob: "yes?"

Arthit:"good morning"

Kongpob: "..............................." *silence*

Arthit: "Kongpob?"

Kongpob: "ehem , oh um yea good morning"

Arthit: "what was with the silence?"

Kongpob: "you just sounded so cute i was awe struck"

when he says things like that my heart flutters....

Arthit: "are you always like that?"

Kongpob: "like what?"

Arthit: "like....like this?"

Kongpob: "only towards you"

Arthit: "nevermind , anyway don't you have any classes?"

Kongpob: "P'Arthit?"