Playing With Fire || JJK fanfiction

17

After around a week and a half the Silvia finally arrived. To say the car looked intimidating was an understatement. You rarely got scared by a car but something about this one made your heart race just a little faster. Maybe that it was so powerful but had so little control. You don't know but it definitely made your stomach do a little more then digest food.

You looked at Jungkook who was standing next you and pecked his cheek. He looked at you a little startled but chuckled anyway "do you like it" you scoffed "like, how could you use that word. I love it. Almost as much as I love you which is saying a lot because I really really love you. I'm rambling now I'll stop" Jungkook just laughed at your childish behavior and wrapped an arm around you shoulders bringing you into his body.

You went on you phone onto this app that illegal street racers use. It's undetectable by the government and it keeps everyone up to date with any races happening. You went on and set your location. You thought you'd do something far out of the city because you couldn't risk your fathers men seeing you.

Multiple races showed up but one really caught your eye "gillies highway drift track". This was what your car was built for but you didn't know if you were quite ready for something like that. For the first time in your time of racing and driving cars you were apprehensive, you were almost afraid of what could happen. But it excited you. So you entered. That was it, just like that.

You decided you needed practice so you got in the car immediately and waved your hand for Jungkook to get it as well. He smiled and leaned on the open window "where are we going?" You smiled cheekily "you'll see just get in will you" he chuckled at you "what about your wallet and everything isn't it still inside?" You patted you pockets "no I've got everything bub just get it" he stepped back and sat it. The racing seats hugging his body like they should. He brought the seat belt straps over his shoulders "don't kill me please" you slapped his arm playfully "don't worry baby you'll be just fine".

You turned on the ignition and heard the rumble of a sr20 erupt. It was especially loud in the large garage the car was currently parked in, the grumble echoing off the concrete walls and bouncing around like a bird trapped in a small box, flying around looking for escape.

You opened the garage door and pushed the clutch in moving the gear stick to reverse. You carefully balanced the clutch and acceleration pedal allowing the car to slowly creep out of the garage the way a beast does hunting for pray. That's what this car was, a beast, a beast waiting to be tamed.

After the car was on the street and you made sure the garage door was closed you put the car into first and took off the back of the car fish tailing slightly before gaining grip of the road. You put the location on your gps and followed the robotic voice giving directive instructions.

Before you knew it you were there at the bottom of this slightly frightening ascend. The winding of the road almost calling you and daring you to smoothly slide around each hairpin.

So you accepted and kicked the car into 4th gear speeding up to head into the first turn. Jungkooks hand which was previously placed gently on your thigh was now gripping on. He wasn't hurting you but you could tell he was just slightly worried.

You pulled the handbrake up swiftly spinning the back of the car around to follow the narrow road. The rear lights parallel with the road rails.

You turned the steering wheel the other way to keep the car from spinning a full 180°. You were so focused on doing this right you hadn't even heard Jungkook calling your name, it was only after you had safely spun the car around to head straight for the next tempting turn. You whipped your head to look at him, he was pale and small beads of sweat were forming on his forehead. You brought the car to a stop on the side of the road "what's wrong babe, so you want me to go back home? Is this too much?" He cracked a smile "um well no but could you take it a little slower i mean what's the big rush anyway" he chuckled nervously rubbing the back of his neck. "Do you trust me?" You asked. He gave you a questioning look "of course I do" you smiled reassuringly "close your eyes" you placed your hand in his hand placed on your thigh "I want you to listen" you turned the radio down "I want you to focus on the vibration of the car and how it slowly fades when I go into the turns" he nods "and last I want you to breathe" he exhales while saying "ok".

After saying all that you put the car back into gear rolling it out onto the road. You gained speed and came up to the next turn, you glanced at Jungkook who was following all your instructions, he looked calm and focused. This was one thing you learnt from your fathers men, the ones that raced you spent most your time with and being the youngest of the group you at first used to stress and freak out over drifting. Panic attacks and throwing up were the main two. You always went back because you loved the feeling of your 'stomach dropping', something about the adrenaline was like a drug to you. After about 5 runs on the mountain the guys there felt bad you were throwing up all the time so they taught you what you just taught Jungkook.

Focus.

The minute you stop focusing and even one breath comes out a little faster then the rest is the minute you crash. You overthink it and you lose control of not only the car but yourself.

The corner was approaching fast but you didn't slow down, you pulled the handbrake up again and slid the car around the corner.

for few moments of each drift the road goes smooth as the wheels lose grip. This cycle continued until you reached the top of the mountain. (A/n I know I said highway but the actual highway goes up a mountain sorta thing idk it's a bit hard to explain)

Once the car came to a stop at the top you held jungkooks hand and he slowly opened his eyes and looked at you his eyes shining in the moonlight. You leaned over to him and placed a gentle and careful kiss on his lips.

You pulled the door handle and got out of the car breathing in the fresh air. You have to admit that was quite a challenge but you weren't worried your muscles were just tense from being on edge all the time (both metaphorically and literally)

Jungkook came up behind you and wrapped his arms around you. He leaned against the car pulling you with him. He placed his chin on your shoulder "how do you do it?" Your nose crinkled "drifting?" You felt Jungkook nod his head "it's one of the few things on my life I can control. Everything has been down for me, chosen for me, decided for me and with drifting it's the one thing I can decide for myself. The outcome is something I can control." Jungkook hummed in understand and moved his face to the crook of your neck "I love you" you giggled "I love you too"

Jungkook pushes off the car making you step forward, you turned around to look at him then suddenly his hand went to the door handle and open the drivers door "I'm driving home love so get yourself comfortable in the passenger seat" you nodded without protest because you were slightly tired.

The drive home was quiet and peaceful the two of you sitting in a comfortable silence just holding hands. This is what you want. For him to love you, yes you were young but in this moment it didn't matter. You loved him more then words can describe, you would die for this boy sitting next you right now. That night you decided that you would, you decided it while sitting there studying his features, how all fit so perfectly with one and other. His features resembled his personality, a bit scary at first but once you got to really know him they were soft and gentle.

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(A/n hi all sorry for making you wait so long, I know this chapters really boring and I don't have an excuse I just can't write really well haha. Anyway I hope you don't lose hope for this book.
Love you guys xx ❤️)