Playing With Fire || JJK fanfiction

16

the next morning you woke up quite sore but Jungkook helped you out and told you to just stay in bed all day. you did but by the time night fell you were getting restless and you weren't tired enough to sleep. Jungkook was sitting next to you on the bed, you looked at him "hey babe do you wanna do something tonight, like not dinner but do you wanna go driving or something" he looked up from his phone and smiled "if you want, where do you wanna go" you internally jumped for joy " I was thinking if we could somehow pick my car up I'm pretty sure I left it at the bighit building" he nodded "ill arange that just give me two seconds" with that he stood up and walked out of the room. 

you were smiling like an idiot for a few reasons. the first one being you lost your virginity last night and it was with Jungook, it made you extremely happy that it was with him and no anyone else, second being you were finally doing something and getting out of the house and third being you were probably going to go drifting, it made your heart beat faster just thinking about it. there was something about having the car slide dangerously close to the edge that made you feel alive. maybe knowing that you have full control over the situation which you rarely get in life, especially yours, maybe its knowing that if you do this wrong you could either get seriously hurt or die. something about knowing you could die from doing made it all the more exhilarating, it was a similar feeling you got from your job. that's why you knew eventually you would go back to doing what you do and it saddened you a little bit knowing Jungkook probably wouldn't let that happen. it wasn't that he was controlling if anything he was pretty much the opposite it was just that he cared so much about you and didn't want to see you get hurt. you didn't know any better of course because this was how you were brought up. 'best in the family' as your father used to say.

Jungkook walked back in and gave you a sad smile which brought your mood down a little because you knew what was coming. he sat next to you on the bed "they said they went there the other the day and your car wasn't there, your father must have driven it back home for you. but I have asked them to get you a new car. possible better than your skyline." your eyes lit up. what car could be better then your skyline I mean that thing was a beast. he chuckled at your almost childish attitude when it came to cars " I asked them to get you a Nissan Silvia. its drift spec so it'll perform better than the skyline while drifting but it might not do as well in the straights but I'm sure you can live with that" you rapidly nodded your head and hugged Jungkook "your honestly the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. when is it getting here?" he hugged you back rubbing circles on your back "it should be here in a couple days. I'm sorry it couldn't come tonight" he pouted a little and you giggled at his cuteness. "your too cute, its ok if it can't come tonight we can spend the night in yeah?" 

you pulled him down so he was laying on top of you. you were in an oversized shirt and no pants so of course, this affected Jungkook. he couldn't see your legs before because you had the blanket over you but now you were on top of the sheets and the blanket was pushed back so he had a full view of your bare legs. he took this opportunity to run his hand from just below your knee up to your waist. you giggled and kissed him on the lips. he swiped your bottom lip with his tongue and when you slightly parted you lips he slid his tongue in and intertwined his with yours mixing you taste with his. his scent and taste was intoxicating and he felt like a drug. you both pulled away from the kiss panting. you smiled at him and started laughing and he did too. the out of nowhere he started tickling you on the ribs and you squirmed under him but he was clearly stronger then you and you swear you almost peed yourself from laughing. he kissed you on the cheek and propped himself up on this elbows. you had your arms loosely wrapped around his neck. you took the time to really study his features, how his chocolate eyes looked at you with such adoration, how his slightly uneven top lip flowed effortlessly up to his cupids bow which then bowed down to meet in the middle, how his rounded nose had that tiny almost unnoticeable freckly just above his right nostril. how the thin scar on his left cheek somehow made him look even more unreal than he already did, how his small dimples showed through when he would laugh at something stupid you would do. you moved his hair from his forehead extremely softly, just slightly touching his skin with your index finger, he had a tiny freckle on the right top hand corner of his forehead. these little things like tiny freckles in random places, his slightly uneven top lip, his scare. all these imperfections made you fall deeper in love with him. it made you realize that he is a human too. but he felt like he was sent from heaven like it was gods way of giving you a second chance. you felt tears form in your eyes. he was truly beautiful. you moved your hands to his cheeks just slightly touching his face as if he was the most fragile piece of China in the world, you softly pulled his face down and kissed first the small freckle on his forehead, then his scar, then his nose freckle and finally those slightly uneven, plump, soft lips of his. a tear finally rolled down the side of your face " I love you so much" you whispered. he rested his forehead on yours and closed his eyes smiling "I love you more". he opened his eyes slightly bringing his forehead away from you and wiped your tear using his thumb. he kissed the top of your nose, your eyes still closed "I swear Y/N you don't understand how much I love you. there aren't words in any dictionary to explain my love for you." you smiled in contentment.

"meeting you is my serendipity"

(A/N helloooooo i hope this chapter was ok. I'm at home from school today so I had time to update. idk if that last sentence made sense but I really wanted to use the word 'serendipity' in the last sentence to make it seem nicer ya know what I mean. anyway, I know this chapter isn't great but I wanted a really sentimental moment between the two characters because of the last chapter. I'm pretty sure if you love someone and then lose your virginity to them you would them love them more if they look after you and are happy with you. I don't know if I'm making sense right now but I just hope the chapter wasn't to shit hahaha.

I love you all xx)