So here's another authors note:
Hi guys, so I'm sorry I haven't been updating lately. To be honest I really haven't felt like it. I've had to deal with the fact I was forced to tell my parents about my depression and that's just been hard, I guess. I mean, I don't really know but I just haven't really wanted to talk about depression or suicide or self-harm ever since I had told them. So I guess that explains why I haven't felt like updating. I still don't feel like updating but I will because I do want to continue the book for all of my readers because it actually helps some of you guys and I get good feedback from it sometimes so that's pushed to make this authors note. I had thought about deleting the book because I was just so upset about these topics and I didn't like seeing all of these notifications on the book. I appreciate all of it, I do, I just got upset about it because it brings up the topics I'm trying to forget about. I realized that no matter what I did, I'd still have this topic in my life. I always will, so I guess I'll continue making the book. Sorry for such a late authors note on this and I hope you guys understand.