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Matt Watson x Depressed! Reader

I already wrote a chapter about Matt but someone requested a depressed one so get ready for some sAd niBBa hourS.

~Matt's POV~

I'm starting to worry about her.
Every day she gets quieter. Her smile shows less and less.
I knock on the door to (Y/N)'s apartment. No answer.
I knock again after a while. Still nothing.
I try to just open it and it's unlocked.
"Hey (Y/N) you here?" I call out hoping to hear an answer. Nothing.
Now I'm fucking worried.
I search the apartment. She's not in the kitchen, her bedroom, or the living room. The door to her bathroom is locked.
I knock and shout "(Y/N)!!?"
No response. I try to open it again with full force.
I can't open it. Damn I'm so fucking weak.
"(Y/N) are you in there?! Please answer me. Tell me you're ok!" I shout. Tears are starting to well up in my eyes.

She's tried to end her life before. She has problems with her self image. She thinks she's an abomination but I know she's the best friend I could ask for. But ever since I met her I've had a crush on her. Of course I haven't told her. She'd probably want to kill herself even more.

I hear someone opening the door. Oh god. I'm a crying mess and now someone's going to see me looking like a loser bitch. I'm surprised to see (Y/N) with some burlesque man with a tool box.
"Matt what are you doing here?"
"Uh, I was just stopping by and the door was unlocked and I just thought of the worst scenario. Why is your bathroom door locked? Also who is he?" I still had tears coming down my face as I pointed to the big boy.
"This is Bobby. He's a repair man. My bathroom door is jammed for some reason so I brought Bobby in to fix it."
Ohhh. That makes sense.

About 30 minutes later, Bobby fixed (Y/N)'s door and it was just the two of us.
"So tell me again why you tried knocking down my bathroom door?" (Y/N) asked with a pinch of sass.
"Uhm. So. You know how you're,,, really sad all the time and stuff-„
"You can say 'depression', Matt." she interrupted me.
"Alright. You know how you have depression?"
She nods.
"Well I thought you were trying to kill yourself again so I got really worried. I just wanted to make sure you were ok."
She stared at me for a second.
"Matt, you don't have to worry about me. I'll be fine. With you here to look out for me I feel safer."

Matt and I sat on the couch watching movies until sun rise.

"Hey (Y/N). I really love you."
That took me very much by surprise.
"W-what?" I asked.
"I-I love you."
He leaned in and kissed me. Not like on the cheek. On the mouth. And that was the happiest moment of my life.

Wow wtf that sucked anyways I'm stupid moving on. Request some people in the comments.