Dedications

Me to You

Dedicated to me and especially to you,

one may forget things
one may or may not
yet, one chooses to do so
your mistakes, acts, lies
your whole existence in my life
together with all the bad things
you've done to me that you
you thought one didn't know

"one didn't forget you, one won't"
is such a bittersweet line
for a bitter, never sweet memory
you were and still are
one knew it's all over
you're no longer my lover
one was said that,
one should move on and
treat you as a stranger

one wished to be
back together again
one wished upon a star
one wished upon the sun
for one knew the sun is also a star
then one wished for you day and night

the wish's taking forever to be granted
one wished and wished nothing happened
but one knew that nothing will ever happen
just like before when you promised
promised not to leave, you promised to stay
the past will be repeated, history will come
they'll haunt us like a resurrection
from the dead unavoidable this will be
to serious pain this will only lead

before I was taken,
taken for granted
also got abandoned
like nothing happened
always knew that
you'll break my heart
into two yet you pulverized it

one knew that one will never
ever love another again
no matter how much effort
one does just to bring another back
even if one promises to be sweeter
than all the tarts one gave another

another was my sunshine,
when skies were feeling grey
but in a deeper shade of grey
like the sadness, one felt each day
even if you were and still are
the main reason one is hurting
you were my day when my shade is yet
so darker than the deepest of night
you were my love but you are not mine,
you were my everything but to one
it seemed that to you I'm nothing

-☁︎