I know when im not wanted
Im not wanted at home
Im not wanted in school
Im not wanted in life
Im not wanted anywere
why am i still here?
All i do is cause problems
Im worthless
I can't tell anyone how i feel
Not even my own boyfreind because then he will be depressed and say stuff like
" im here to make you happy but ig i can't do that" and that just make things a whole lot worse
But i just can't end it all
That will cause more problems
Im forced to go on with this
I have no choice but to live
If i end it everyone will be sad because of me
But if i go on i will cause more problems
Im dead on the inside
But not on the outside yet
If someone looked in to my head they will be filled with sorrow and pitty
I despise other pepoles pitty for me
The things pepole don't say to me wich i wish they did
Barley receiving these words out of my fathera mout im proud of you
Misssing the sweet sound of my mothers voice
Oh how that brings me to tears knowing i will never hear her voice again
All the tbings she has missed in my life
Then the father who was never there
Just two words for that fellow
Fuck you
Where were you on my birthdays
Huh? Doing drugs getting high
But good bye to you good sir
10 years i have spent with out you and this is how i turned out
If i was with you id be dead already
