I don't know if im loved by you
You say you do
But do you really
All we do is talk about NASCAR
And about your drawings
You ask if im ok
I lie and say yes
You say you know me well
But how well do you actually know me
You say you can tell when im sad
But do you know its not just sadness on my face?
Have you even seen me cry
No you don't see the pain and madness in my eyes
I can't trust you with how i really feel
For you will get upset and i apologize for how i feel
Is this what our relationship has come to
You give all your frwinds bro hugs and i get a pat on the shoulder
I miss when we used to hang out all the time
Just tell me what i did wrong
Tell me if you dont love me anymore
Just tell me how you really feel
Just tell me if im a bad girlfreind
Just tell me any and everything you hate about me
Do i make you sick
Do i make you hate me
Just what do i do to be ignored by you
Do i try to hard
Do i not try hard enough
Just tell me what do i do
My freinds are more caring than you at the moment
Am i not enough for you
I guess im not
I don't do a good job at makeing you happy
I was upset because i was thinking
But is it not okay to be deep in thought and then be snaped out of it by being poked
And then i told you to not do something and then you do so anyway
I smile at you and you give me the same look you have duuring class " i dont care"
I know that look anywhere
Should i just leave you alone
Do i annoy you
Am i to much
Just tell me please i just want to know how you feel about being with me
Do i not make you happy
If not what do i need to do to make you happy
Do i need to change who i am to make you happy
What do i need to do
Can you still not figure it out
Im not tired if anything im depressed
