i finally undersatnd i think

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Last night you said we should take a break
You said you felt aa if we were splitting
But it was i who truly felt it
You never wantes to hang out with me
I told you sure if you thought it was a good idea
Now i sit at 5 crying
Been crying for a few hours now
Why is it the one who we love that hurts us the most
You knew that if i lost you how bad my depression would get
But now i just got to hide it
Act like i normally do
The fake happyness
But no worries i completly understand
This is your excuse to be with another girl
She is probably a whole lot better looking than me
She might give you less problems to
But you cant give her what you gave me
We bothe gave eachother a piece of ourselves
But your probably goingt to give her more of you
But i understand i wasn't enough for you
I didnt fuful your needs
But letting you know now i will never stop loveing you
Ive been up since 1 crying
That was when i saw the text
Tear drops cover my phone
Now i feel numb
4 hours of crying
No more tears left just and hour before school
Were i have no choice but to see you
Im not going to bother washing the dried tears off my face
I want you to see how hurt i am
Now the water works are back
I should of none it was going to end like this
Now i must go
My vision is blurry with tear
I hope your happy because you just broke me even more

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