Somewhere I Belong

The words revealed

AN: This story is going to be short. 3 to 4 chapters at best including epilogue. In japanese a sentence with 'subject WA x' basically means subject is x.

7 years later

"I love you," my voice was weak and I trembled as I looked into her hazel eyes and her golden hair swaying in the wind. Her mouth opened and she started laughing. Every laugh was like a mental blow, someone stabbing my chest and ripping my heart out. My face started heating up and tears flowed down my cheeks. She hit me across the face and shoved me to the floor. "I would never love you, you lesbian piece of shit," she turned on her heel and walked away leaving me on the floor crying and wanting to die. This world is so unfair, why can't anyone love me? Why can't people talk to me normally?

As I descended the stairwell from the roof the bells rang and I knew that the lesson just ended and that I spent nearly an hour crying on the school's roof. As I approached the classroom the teacher stopped me and I just spat out another lie and wrote down a little mental memo with what they did that lesson. As I entered the class everyone stared at me. I wearily went back to my seat in the back of the class and as I looked at the blackboard I saw why everyone was staring at me. "Mai wa gay" was written in huge type over the black board. I put my bag down and shakily walked over to the blackboard and smudged the writing out with the back of my hand.

Nobody talked to me that day and I feared what might happen tomorrow. I poured my prescriptions into the palm of my hand and swallowed them in one gulp. My Insomnia was getting better ever since I started taking these pills. They didn't make me sleep, they just dulled my senses so I would naturally go to sleep.

"Good morni-" I froze in the door. My desk was covered in pencil writing. "Who did that?" I asked, my voice trembling. It was her and her gang of morons I called friends. "Is this some sick joke" I asked looking directly at her. A grin formed on her face as she replied "Oh no it isn't, I just though I would let everyone know that you like girls," her group laughed. I blushed and sat down at my desk, trying to rub out the writing. Why did she do this to me?

I splashed cold water on my face and dried it with a towel. My arms got grabbed behind my back and I shrieked. "So then Mai, not so dancy now are we" her voice was cold, hating and unforgiving. "Akiko-san what are you-?"

"Shut up" she said slapping me. "What are you doi-" She hit me again and again, hitting once with every word she said. "When I say shut up, I mean it, bitch," I didn't know what to think about it, I didn't feel anything, just pain. She grabbed my shirt and pulled it up revealing my breasts. "Wh-" A hand clasped my mouth, as she pulled my skirt down. "hah, you're pathetic. What girl would like such a tiny bitch body." she  roughly squeezed my breasts and hit them a few times. "Pathetic bitch" she snorted. The person holding me shoved me into a cubicle and slammed the door behind me. I was shocked, ashamed and betrayed. As I got dressed I realised that they took my panties and since it was summer, our uniform only had a miniskirt. "Oh god..." I thought to myself, and washed away tears from my face with a splash of cold water. Reentering the hallway and entering my classroom I got shoved to the floor and of course, my private parts were revealed to everyone. That afternoon I spent crying and when my little sister told my parents, they decided to transfer me to another school yet again.