I feel horrible
Not like sick or anything..
But in emotion
A lot of hurtful things were said.
To me and to others.
If anyone attacks me for bringing up that I feel bad, boi there's the door. Leave.
I called an old friend, well to me she was a friend, and idiot, and a retard. I was mad. We all were, we all were frustrated out of something so petty. She had a break down in school, I'm sorry.
I know sorry won't help but at least I tried, but I wasn't the only one calling names, I was called a b*tch, I'm not a b*tch. I'm a REALLY sweet girl, I have friends at school, they may not be alot but I still have some, you can ask them, I'm really talkative, nice, and the loud one. I'm the one that gives my class it's personality. When I saw her book of something tagging some of her friends I thought she was gonna commit suicide, I felt the urge to comment or text her, but I didn't for the sake of her space. We are all bad People, let's admit it. No matter how nice we are we will all mess up and be mean at one point. No matter how selfless you are, you will be revolved around yourself at one point. That's what makes us human. I was called trashy, stupid, an idiot, and not human. I do go to school, I am actually smart, you don't go to my school nor do you know me in person so how does one know whether I'm smart or not? I portray myself slightly differently online than I do real life. I felt horrible. And I Kno you can't turn back time. I wish you could but... You can't...
If she had told me about testing I would've left. (It's called FSA texting here so if I call it testing I'm sorry) I care about everyone no matter how mean they are, I will forgive anyone.
Here's an example
He's a kid who bullies me at school, u forgave him for it. I'll forgive anyone no matter what, even if they tell me to kill myself.I feel horrible for what I said, I was mad and just was frustrated because of testing and just all of this.
And now it's like I don't even exist, just like before i met them.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
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