Undiscovered love & The Janoskians

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning, thinking that this day is going to be worst than yesterday. I slowly pulled myself out of bed and saw that there was blood spots on my bed, I put on my big blue Nike jumper to cover my arms. I open my bedroom door slowly and quietly, so my dad doesn't come running down the corridor and start beating me. I opened the door and saw that no one was there, I quickly ran faster than ever, to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and had a quick shower to wake me up, the warm water relaxed my muscles. I put my jumper back on and half dried my hair, so it can go wavey.

I went downstairs expecting no one to be awake but I was wrong. Dad was on the sofa drinking coffee and eating jam on toast which we weren't aloud.We were only allowed jam toast or sugar cereal on days when dad wasn't at home. All the good stuff like jam,coffee,crisp,chocolate,sweet,biscuits,cake and other nice foods, we weren't allowed. Everyday we would watch our dad eat all the nice stuff mum made him but sometimes when she makes roast dinner for dad she would make a little for us. I always love my mum she was a hundred times nicer than dad was. Dad worked a part time job in a supermarket, he didn't earn much but mum earned a lot more than he did ever has, she works as an accountant. Our mum would give us £5 a week, it wasn't much compare to my friends, my friends parents would give them about £20 a week.

After breakfast I went to get changed for school. I wore black vans with blue jean shorts, black London boy eagle sweatshirt and a red and black New York snapback. I grabbed my pastel blue penny board also my black duffer rucksack. I texted my bestfriend Lucy to come meet me at the bottom of my road, so we can skate to school together. I hugged my family goodbye except my dad of course it was 8am and he was already on the sofa drinking Stella beer. I skated down the road to see Lucy waving at me enthusiasticly, I ran picked up my board and ran towards her and hugged her so tightly she just about squealed "Mai your hurting me" I quickly let go and apologized.

I love Lucy she was the only person who understood me. We're like sister. We like the same things, I can't think of a single thing wrong with her. Lucy and I were in the same classes, we would always sit next to each other and talk the whole way through the lesson about nonsense. We never have an awkward moment between us, we could tell each other anything. I told her about my dad abusing me but she took it really well, she never asks about it or comforts me because she knows I just want to leave those problems at home and I always hated talking about my problems, it makes me feel like everyone treats me differently just because my family is different to everyone else's but to be honest I just want to be treated like any other person would be treated. She used to always tell me to stop cutting but after a while she just gave up because she knew she couldn't get me to stop. 

After School

Lucy and I skated around for a bit after school. We would always be late home because we never really wanted to leave each other. Lucy invited me for tea at hers. I texted my mum to say I was going to have tea at Lucys, mum always lets me go to Lucys because she would rather let me stay at Lucys than come home and get a fist to my face. When we got to Lucys, we ran up to her room taking endless pictures together. Lucys mum yelled for us saying tea was ready. We had pizza, my favorite food in the world. After tea I decided I better be going home before dad gets home. Dad hates me going out and spending time with my friends, he would always get the wrong idea and think I was with some boys. He would always have a go at mum saying "Why do you let her go out, for all we know she could be Fucking all the boys round town. I always knew she would be a slut, the minute she was born." I hated the fact that my dad thought of me being like that, so every time dad would be working I would go to Lucys and come home before he did.

I got home at about 6pm, dad wouldn't be home till 6:30. He never let us watch television so I would just hide in my room and Skype with Lucy and snapchat some people I was closed to. I did have one guy bestfriend his name was Max, he went to a different school to me and Lucy, he had dirty blonde hair with ashy blue eyes, he was a lot taller than me. I met him at the skate park, he would mostly ride his BMX or his skateboard. We started talking everytime we saw each other at the park and after a while we got close and talk nearly everyday. He knew just as much about me as Lucy did, he was two years old than me but I didn't care. I never really thought of me and him going out because I didn't want to ruin out friendship but I never thought he ever liked me in that way. Lucy and Max were the only people I trust because we just understood each other. Max lives on the other side of town, so it was a bit difficult to see each other unless he came to the skate park.

When ever I talk to Max, it felt like I was a different person and not the girl who would always get abused and had cuts over her body. Sometimes I would tell mum that I was staying at Maxs but she would say to dad that I was at Lucys. I would always sleep in Maxs bed because I hate sleeping on the floor, we would talk for hours until morning or play fifa and I would always beat him, he would have a fit about a girl beating him in a game he was a "pro" at.

That night Max messaged me to stay at his tomorrow, I replied saying I would. Next morning I told mum I wasn't coming home and I that I was staying at Maxs. After school me and Lucy went to the skatepark because I told Max that I would go to his after skating. After about an hour of skating Lucy went home and me and Max walked back to his house. I always did love going to Maxs house because it made me have a warm feeling shoot up my spine, it just felt like home. Maxs mum was like a second mum to me. I asked Max "So... what should we do" "Movie night in my room" I nodded my head and smiled then suddenly ran up the stairs. He turned his T.V on, on his desktop and I just flopped myself on his bed he joined me once he put the movie on. We first watched a scary movie called unborn I was so scared I had to hold Maxs hand but I basically crushed his hand so much that he had to let go of my hand halfway through the movie. Afterwards we just watched some chick flicks and funny movies like Leap year, Easy A, 21 jump street, scary movie 2. It was about 1am and I just feel asleep on Maxs shoulder but when I woke I wasn't on his shoulder I was lying down. It was 9am on a Saturday morning and Max was still asleep I find it cute when he's sleeping.

Hey guys I'm going to try and make my chapters longer. In this chapter I was partly writing in at school. Vote and comment for updates xx