Someday, I Will Save Him

Please, Save Me From My Pain

Playmaker has defeated me once again, but I will not give up this time.

I will train more and I will return and this time I will defeat Playmaker.

But still, I can't forget about what he said. How he wanted to be my friend.

Playmaker, as my friend? We are not friends. I see him as my arch-rival.

Yes, I did save him from my father 10 years ago, I do not expect him to be my friend.

...

My father...

I know he hurt Playmaker and 5 others 10 years ago, but I can't hate him.

I didn't know my mother very much. She died after I was born, so my father was the one who took care of me and raise me for a long time now, but...

My father sacrificed his own life... to save me. And now I am an orphan.

He was so stupid to do that. Why would he do this? I don't care if I get killed in the Data Storm, I just wanted him to be with me again...

Maybe, if I haven't called the police about what my father did to Playmaker and the others, then maybe SOL Tech didn't put the virus in him, maybe he didn't have to fall in a coma and I didn't transfer him into Link VRAINS...

Maybe he wouldn't have died to save...

So, basically, it's all my fault that he died...

I caused him to get arrested...

I caused him to get a virus...

I caused him to fall into a coma...

I caused him... his death...

I was so stupid! I love my father so much. I didn't mean to get him arrested, then getting him the virus, then letting him fall into a coma, and then letting him die...

I felt tears forming in my eyes. Strange. I haven't cried since the Lost Incident. I was just a kid, I couldn't help but feel extremely bad for those kids, especially Yusaku Fujiki.

I felt something ping in my chest. It was cracking a lot. It hurts so much.

I then realize, it was my heart breaking, because of my father's death, and it's all my fault.

Soon, tears started to fall out of my eyes and I slid down to the floor and soon I began to cry.

It hurts so much... I can't live anymore... Nobody can help me... Not even Dr. Genome, Baira, Faust, or even Specter can help me with this pain...

I'm all alone... I don't care if my Knights are there for me... I am alone without a family...

I need help... Help with this pain... Otherwise, I might kill myself...

Someone... Anyone... Please...

Please, save me from my pain...

I can't handle this life anymore...