Totally different, yet completely the same.

Chapter 3

Logan's POV

"Hey uhh.. Sophia right?" Fuck. I'm a idiot of course I know her name, I've secretly obsessed over this girl since the 6th grade. "Do you need any help? I didn't mean to uh.. yeah" I said to her slowly running my hands through my hair nervously.

She stops rubbing the damp paper towel on her white shirt and looks up at me rolling her eyes. Gosh she's gorgeous, her big brown eyes and long black hair. And her body, oh my god, is it amazing. She's nothing like all the other girls, she's so curvy and just stunning. "Hello?! Are you just going to stand there staring at me? I said I was fine, and that you can go back to doing what ever jerky ass things you do."

Shit.. I didn't even notice how long I was looking at her for, I really didn't hear her. but ouch, I am just trying to be nice. Shaking my head "listen I'm really sorry I really didn't mean to run into you.." She glares at me for the fourteenth time, never actually looking me in the eye. But when she finally did her body language completely changed and she became really calm along with myself, it felt as if time had just stopped. What the hell is going on.

Blinking a few times and softly clearing her throat but going right back to her self "yeah okay. Iaid i was fine. Just go." she says looking down at her shirt still trying to get the colored drink out. But I don't leave I just stand there watching her, not noticing anything else around me but her. Fuck is she beautiful.

There was a loud crashing sound that came from across the kitchen catching my attention along with every one else in the kitchen and snapping me back into reality. Shit.. I sure as hell hope no one saw me.. "My bad sorry guys." Josh announces to the room staring at me oddly. and I had no idea why he was looking at me so confusingly until I realized i was still standing with Sophia. Not exactly the type of person the caption of the soccer team should be seem hanging around. I have got to get out of here.

"So you're good?" I quickly asked her not really looking at her, because I know if I do I will just get lost. But before she can get a work out I just say "yeah? great." rudely, feeling terrible but my reputation.. I can't wreck that. Plus she would have just said some snappy comment back to me, she wouldn't actually be nice to me, right?.. "Yo! Josh! Man what the fuck! You just broke there lamp!" I saying as I run over to him laughing.

"Yeahh woops!" He states shrugging his shoulders not caring as we start walking out of the kitchen. I look back and see Sophia looking at me and then rolling her eyes and shaking her head, and I just turn my head back around. Fuck. I'm such a ass hole, why do I have to care so much what other people think of me? Because here I am again ruining something that could be, just digging a bigger hole that I will never get out of.

Josh's POV

After I threw the football back to Logan I saw him stop and turn around to talk to someone but I couldn't exactly see who it was. He probably just saw some hot chick and wanted to see if she would hook up with him, and I didn't wanna disturbed him from that so I just walked over to a few guys from the team and started talking to them.

"Heyyyy guys! What's up! Logan's trying to get it in over there!" I yell over the music loudly slurring every word. I was completely hammered, like always. "Hey josh! Of course he is when is he not? Its not like Sierra is smart enough to ever notice!" Jake said with the rest of them laughing and shaking their heads. I wasn't sure if hey were laughing at me or what jake said, I'm the craziest one on the team I usually make everyone laugh.

I sat in a chair text to Pat. he's chill, kind of annoying but he's still pretty cool. "Yo Whats up man?" I ask him taking a sip of my beer "hey not much just waiting for Julie to get back from the bathroom" ahh Julie his new girl friend who's been messing up his focus on soccer. I just give him a head nod as in 'get it' getting a laugh in response. We talked for a while until I decided to go find Logan. "Yo I'm ganna go find Logan, I'll see you guys at practice on Monday!" I say to them as I get up from the chair waving to them. "See ya man" "bye josh" they all said as I walked away.

Now where the hell could he be, it's been like 20 minutes I would have thought he'd try to come find me. I've walking through like every hallway of this huge ass house yelling his name and asking people if they'd seen him and all I got was a lot of 'Logan who?' and 'no' real helpful. I reached the end of the house were the kitchen was and finally saw him! Holy shit! Took me long enough.

I was about to yell his name and go into the kitchen until I saw who he was standing with and I just stopped and stood there. What... Why was he talking to her? Why is he even with in a 10 foot radius of her? I don't even know the weird chicks name. If anyone saw him with her he would be ruined and I am not letting that happen, he is my best friend. I quickly look around the kitchen and thank god no one from our school or anyone we know is in here, I can't just go up to him and ask him if he is crazy i mean he obviously is but that would be rude and even if she is a reject and I am an ass hole, I wouldn't do that. Mostly because if someone saw us with her then they would see me talking to her too and i can't risk that.

I was going to just say his name but it looked like he was about to walk away, thank god! but he didnt, he was just staring at her and she wasn't even looking at him. It seemed as if she was giving him more attitude than he was being an ass hole to her. "what the fuck?!" i accidently said out loud backing up into a table making a lamp fall to the ground catching their attention, along with every one else's. Shit.. "My bad sorry guys" i saw to the whole room but only staring at Logan giving him a questioning look.

I dont think he realized why i was looking at him so confused until he looked down to that girl and he all of a sudden got a shocking look on his face, like the look you get when you get caught doing something you shouldnt be and youre just like 'fuck'. He said something but i couldnt make out exactly what it was, she started to say something but he cut her off and started to head towards me.

"Yo! Josh! Man what the fuck! You just broke their lamp!" he say's to me as he runs over laughing, I just shrug my shoulders, add a "Yeahh woops!" as we walk out of the kitchen, I could care less. But i do care about what happened before that, I'll talk to him about that later.