Nervous || Tom Holland X Reader

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THIRD PERSON

His eyes fell to the ground at Y/N's words.

He had honestly thought she would say something else.

Say the exact opposite actually.

He was shocked.

Shocked and surprised and all things in between.

"Really?" His voice was weak as he looked back up at the women he loved entirely.

He wanted to do anything in his power to make her happy.

He wanted to make her comfortable, even though he knew peoposing to her infront of thousands of people wasn't the way to go.

He just didn't want to wait anymore. Yes, perhaps everyone thought the two were going too fast, but he thought they were both happy.

He sure as hell was happy with her.

In fact, he was the happiest he'd ever been with her.

She nodded at his question.

The thoughts running around her head were crazy.

They honestly gave her a headache.

Not even a headache.

More than a headache.

A migraine?

Yeah, a migraine, but a million times worse.

Her thoughts were crowding around, shoved in every nook and cranny of her head. It wasnt just that, they were doubling every second. It felt as though her head was actually about to explode so that everyone could see her thoughts.

Her thoughts of yes or no.

Her thoughts of reasons to say no, of reasons to say yes.

Her thoughts of whether she would ever be a good mother or wife.

Of whether she had even been a good girlfriend.

Her heart wasn't in control, although it was fighting for the urge to say yes.

Her head was fighting for the urge to say no.

It was only a matter of which one won.

His head was completely empty except for the thoughts of what she may say.

And daydreams.

Daydreams of how their future would turn out.

Although his brain was running, his heart was in full control.

His heart would break if she had said no.

His heart would remain full of love if she had said yes.

So what had she said?