Geekster Monster [BTS Namjoon] editing:)

44• Seoul Station

Rikaima's POV:

"Where have you been all this time... Rikaima?" He said and deep down I wanted to say the millions and billions and trillions of I Love You to him... but I couldn't.

To avoid the consequences I turned around and made a run for it, holding my bag and hat securely. Looking down to avoid being spotted, then I opened my bag and got my extra cap and switched it from what Namjoon saw, I took a deep breath and casually walked to the MRT station.

"Rikaima!"

He yelled but I ignored it and continued walking to my destination.

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I arrived and head to the lane that leads to Dongdaegu station, Daegu is where I'm currently staying in. But then I should prepare an excuse on not coming to work today.

Sorry... there was this man I have to stay away but he kept on following me--

"Furukawa!"

Oh shiet!

Panicking already, I prayed that the train to arrive soon and hope he would ignore me, I took a quick glance and he was getting closer to where I stood. Panicking to the max I took a deep breath and try to move to another spot but then as soon as I turned he was behind me.

I was about to run away but he held onto my arm and pulled me closer.

As we both finally faced each other my heart couldn't stop beating so quickly since I'm literally risking it, if I get caught the worse nightmare I try to avoid might actually come to life. But I've also been dying to see him but then I'm afraid of the risk--

"I'm glad y-you're alright" he said and hugged me tightly.

3rd Person's POV:

As he hugged the girl he missed the most all that Rikaima could do was stand there and mentally cry, but if she stays there more than 3 seconds she's surely going to get someone killed.

But when Namjoon stroke her hair and recited to her how much he's been waiting for so long and how much he missed her her heart couldn't help but ache.

Forget about it for now...

She thought to herself and hugged Namjoon back but as soon as she hugged him back he broke the hug and she immediately got a pinch on the nose.

"Ow! Owowowowowowowowow!"

"You have a lot to tell me Furukawa!"

He said and let go of the poor nose of Rikaima, Rikaima then hit Namjoon's arm and faced the railroad.

"How much more will you ignore me?"

He said as he held Rikaima's hand but Rikaima forcefully removed his hand. It broke Namjoon's heart but he didn't give up, not when they finally meet. As Namjoon hugged Rikaima from the back she was struggling to make him get off of her but it wouldn't budge. Tears were starting to form in her eyes as she tried her best to make him get off but sadly it won't be happening.

"What's wrong?"

"..."

"Come on Rikaima... what's wrong?"

"... go away Namjoon"

"Rikaima I just--"

"Go away... please"

"Not until you tell me what's going on-why do you never reply to me back? Why do you never even come to the meeting place in Japan--"

"BECAUSE! I love you... platonically-and I don't want you to get hurt, even my family.. I don't want more of the people I love die because of me"

Namjoon stopped hugging her and slowly made her face him, her tears were streaming down quietly and some people in the area were noticing it making assumptions that 'this' man made her cry.

Well technically yes but not in a very serious bad way where he was robbing her already or something.

"Rika--"

"Go away Namjoon... please I beg you"

"Not until you tell me everything"

"I told you everything..."

"... Well If you don't want to tell me everything then hear me then"

He said and and made her face him to hug her again, with all that longing to hug her he made it even tighter, just to tell her through this simple action on how much he's been waiting to do this in a very long time.

Suddenly their separation came too early, the train arrived and Rikaima immediately broke the hug (of death) and waited for the doors to open. As soon as the doors open she was stopped by Namjoon.

Before they depart he said to her quickly "Rikaima... whatever it is I won't let it happen, I promise"

She then looked down and guiltily, let go of Namjoon's hand and walked into the train.

I'm sorry but this is something you can't prevent from happening, no matter how many times you try you'll never prevent it...

She thought and looked at Namjoon for the last time, the doors closed and the train started moving.