This is for Julesbianchifangirl
60) "Just Do one last thing. Kiss me."
Y/N's P.O.V
I looked at the clock to see that it had only moved a few minutes since I last looked. I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't sit here at gone midnight every morning waiting for Stoffel to arrive home. I had had enough so I decided I would do what felt like the right thing for both of us. Leave. Stoffel. Our home. Our life. My happiness. But it had to be done when I wasn't happy anymore. I walked upstairs and grabbed the suitcase off the top of the wardrobe and began to pack all of my stuff. I didn't want there to me be a trace of me left to remind Stoffel that I was ever here. I wanted him to forget all about me and live his life carefree without the restricting strings off a girlfriend who didn't always support him with his work because of her own.
"Y/N." I heard from downstairs. I breathed out and decided that it was now or never. If I didn't do it now either Stoffel or myself would convince me that it wasn't a good idea, wasn't the right thing to do, or wasn't what was best for either one of us. I carried my suitcase downstairs and set it by the front door before I wandered into the living room where Stoffel was sat watching the football. "Hey." He said as I sat beside him. He opened his arms for me to come and cuddle him but I refused to move and stayed sat were I was.
"I need to talk to you. I've made a decision. One that wasn't easy but it will benefit both us. I'm leaving Stoffel I can't do this anymore. We're over. I still love you but it hurts me to see you held back by me when you should be out there living your life without worrying about getting back to your girlfriend in one piece. Your job and living your life should be your main focus." I said as I looked over at him tears pricking my eyes. I almost broke down and took back my words when I saw that Stoffel was also crying.
"I don't want you to leave but if it's what's best for you then do it but just know that I will always love you and I will always accept you back if you want to ever come back because there is no one else out there that can complete me the way you do. Now just do one last thing. Kiss me? Please? I want to remember your lips forever or until you come back." He said and I nodded and leaned to kiss him softly.
It lasted a few minutes before I stood up and walked out the door suitcase in hand, tears streaming down my face and dreading my future without the one I loved.
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