Meeting Sarah Parks (Editing)

Seven

••Sarah's POV••

I paced around in my room. Why do I have to do this? I feel like a bad person. I should have stayed home that day and I wouldn't have met him!

I went into the bathroom, locked the door and took deep breaths. I can't believe I'm doing this..

I opened the cabinet. What should I use Razor or Blade? How bout blade.

I grabbed the blade and sat down. I could feel my eyes getting watery. I haven't done this in so long. But I'm a terrible person.

I slit my wrist.

Your a bad person for listening to that guy. And again. Go to hell Sarah. Once again. Your so mean. You didn't even do anything to help little Connie. Poor her...she kissed you and you stared at her like a goof. No wonder why she walked away.

I sobbed. "No! I helped her!" I shouted. I kept cutting. I couldn't stop. I screamed and sobbed.

I then finally controlled myself. I looked around I was soaked in blood and there was a puddle of blood laying beside my left arm.

I tried getting up. After a full 10 minutes , I finally managed to get up. But I felt dizzy. I kept leaning I held my self on the sink to try not to fall.

Then the dizziness just turned into blackness.

••Starr's POV••

I was packing up getting ready to go to Sarah's house. We had Algebra together and were studying. I talked to her a bit she's really cool.

I said guess to my parents and walked to her house.

25 minutes later I made it to her house. It was a mansion with lots of daisies in the front yard. Her house was beautiful.

I walked up to her door and knocked. No answer...I tried again. No answer. She said to come right away. Is the door open? I turned the door knob and the door opened. I walked in and looked around. "Sarah?" I said. No answer. I went upstairs and opened the first door I saw. It was a baby blue bed room. This isn't Sarah's room.

You idiot. It is...It says Sarah on the banner on her wall.

I then saw a door. I'm guessing it was the bathroom. I then heard a big bang? It was coming from the door. I rushed to open it. I couldn't believe what I saw.

"Sarah!! Oh shit!" I panicked. Sarah was on the floor. There were cuts on her left arm and lots of blood on her clothing and on the floor. I picked her up bridal style and ran out of the House.

I made it to my house. I walked in and nobody was nearby and I saw keys on the counter. I took the keys and rushed outside.

I don't know why I'm doing this..

I put Sarah in the back seat and hopped into the drivers seat. I want believe I am doing this. But I can't let my parents know and I have to get her to a hospital quickly or my Mom might have death in her car. I took a deep breath, started the car, and drove.

I wasn't too fast nor too slow. Wow this isn't bad at all.

I made it to the hospital safely. I rushed. "Someone Please! Help her!" Doctors came in with a stretcher and put her on it. I tried following but they pushed me back telling me to stay.

Few hours later, I sat in the waiting room. I decided to call Connie.

"Hello?" Connie said in her sleepy voice. "Connie, I have bad news."

"What is it now Starr?" she asked. Ugh She's been such a bitch to me lately. "Sarah's in the hospital. Please come and bring Christian." I said. She was quiet a bit then hanged up. So I'm guessing That's a 'I'm coming' ?

God, I hope your Okay Sarah.

••Connie's POV••

I couldn't speak after what Starr told me. I was speechless. I hanged up quickly. This is a joke.

I know I'm evil to you and stuff. But if I were you I'd go to the hospital.

Maybe I should..

I ran to Christians room. "Chris wake up!" he them opened the door with his messed up hair. "Ugh what?!" he shouted. Put on a shirt. Were going to the hospital. "Why?!" he asked. "Just get dressed!" He put on a shirt and left.

I can't believe I'm awake at midnight. But if It's for Sarah then I'll do it.

We arrived at the hospital and I saw a tired Starr. "Starr? What's going on?" I asked. "Sarah..we were going to do an algebra project and.." she coughed a bit choking on her words. She then continued. "I went to her house and I hear.a big bang coming from the bathroom I opened the door and I see her on the floor with blood all over clothes and the floor..there were cuts on her left arm. Connie I was so scared." she fell on my  shoulder. She was crying so hard. "Shh, Starr Its Okay." It wasn't Okay what was I saying.

She's hurt. She..she was cutting. Why? Is she suicidal. I feel sick now.

"Are you guys here for Sarah Parks?" the doctor asked. "Yes." we all said.

"We have good news and bad news. Good news is She's awake..Bad news..She lost a lot of blood. Which is not good. She's weak. She'll stay in the hospital for the weekend. All we need is blood. The same blood type as her though." he said.

I immediately broke down. "Can we go see her?" I asked. "One at a time Room 256." The doctor then walked away. "I'll go." I said. I ran to the room and saw her. When I saw her I wanted to just give her the biggest hug ever. "Oh my God. Sarah!" My eyes were filled with tears. "Please , tell me your Okay baby!" Tears were no streaming down my face. "I'm Fine." She said. Wait did I just call her baby?

Yep, you did.

I looked at her arm. "How many times did you cut?" "F-fifty." I could feel my chest fall down. "Why?" I asked.

"I can't tell you." Sarah said. "Why not?" "I just can't. I'm sorry." I wanted to know badly but I'm not putting so much stress on her. I nodded. I could tell how weak she was.

The doctor came in. "Okay so-" I interrupted her. "Doctor, I want to donate blood."

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Sorry Its out a bit late. I was at a party. Anyways!!

That was too deep. Should've warned you in the beginning of the chapter.

Anyways, about what happened with Connie's mother. That will be next chapter. it might be confusing right now since I didn't mention it at all this chapter but next chapter will explain it all.

Kayy baii ;*

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