Show me how to love

Chapter six

Saturday
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Zen's POV

I woke up to Cy's head on my chest. He's so warm, and....cute.
I rubbed his cheek hoping he wouldn't wake up but he slowly opened his eyes and stretched.

"What are you doing?" He asked and raised an eyebrow. Shit.... I'm screwed.
"Uh... you had something on your face....?" I said. "I'm not mad, don't worry".  I was surprised he said that.

Later that day

Cy's POV

"See ya later" I said as I smiled and waved at Zen. I walked back to my room and opened the door. I went into the bathroom, stripped, then hopped in the shower.

*knock knock* I heard at my door then it opened. "Good afternoon, would you like dinner?" A nurse said as she peeked her head through the door. I nodded and a few minutes later she came back with a plate of mashed potatoes and baked chicken. I took a few bites than pushed the plate to the side and gulped down the orange juice she brought. "Cy, you barely even touched your food. You need to eat more your too skinny." The nurse said. "My portions of food are none of your business, nor is my weight." I said and rolled my eyes at the blonde middle aged women that was sadly my annoying nurse. "Ok fine, I was just-" I cut her off "I'm fine thanks." I gave her  a fake smile and she nodded.

9:47 pm

Zen's POV

My door slowly opened and I saw Cy poke his head in "can I come in?"  
"Yeah". He slowly walked in and he looked depressed about something. "What's wrong?" I asked. I motioned him to come sit next to me and he crawled in the bed. "I-....I just feel... empty and lonely" I frowned when he said that. "Aw. Why?" I pulled him into my lap and he started crying. Did I hurt him?!?! "I'm s-sorry.... nobody loves me or cares about me and I'm starting to realize it.." he cried harder. I pulled him into a hug and held him tightly as I drew circles on his back with my finger. He started to calm down as I did that, I guess it was soothing. "I care about you more than you'll ever know..." I whispered in his ear. He looked at me with a confused look then started crying again but softer this time. "N-no you don't... your just s-saying that cause you feel... bad that I'm such an... outcast". "You know nobody c-cares about me... you know I-I'm just some dumb ass k-kid that has no chance in life... I'm worthless, stupid, ugly and nobody will ever want me" he continued to cry on my shoulder. I chuckled In my head cause I knew he was the exact opposite of everything he just said. I wish he would realize he's amazing and beautiful. "Are you done?" I said softly. He nodded and stopped crying. I hugged him tighter then held him up and looked at him. "Your amazing, and adorable, and your not worthless at all. Your everything somebody would ever want, remember that." He gave a slight smile but it faded quickly. "Thanks...." he whispered. "Sorry for bothering you I know I'm annoying... I'll just leave and stop complaining to you" he said and started to get off the bed but I jerked him back and held him tightly on my lap making sure he can't leave. He looked me in the eyes with a confused look on his face. "Stay.... please" I whispered. He nodded slowly. Tears were still slowly falling from his eyes. I pulled him close to me and never broke contact with his eyes. I placed my hand on his cheek and leaned forward while closing my eyes. He didn't resist at all, instead he gave in and closed his eyes too. Our lips smashed together and it felt like the world stopped. His lips moved in sync with mine. I pulled away so we could catch our breath then I laid him down next to me. I crashed our lips together again and tried slipping my tongue in his mouth but he didn't let. I tried again but he still wouldn't so I pinched his nose and waited till he needed air. I looked at him and he finally gasped for air and I slid my tongue in his mouth. He didn't pull back so I 'explored' his mouth.