we met in 7 grade. I did know at the time that we would end up the way we did. she started dating this girl and I became jealous. at the time I was confused on why because I didn't like girls. but as time went on I realized that I did like her. I finally told her and she didn't know what to say or do I think. we dated and I broke up with her because I was really scared. I had never dated a girl before. we got back together before school ended and she broke up with me during the summer. it was awkward on the first day of 8 grade. we had like 3 classes together. her best friend got us back together and we dated for awhile and then I broke up with her. we didn't date for awhile. around April I was at my mom and it was when I had just started using Wattpad and I told her that I still loved her and we dated until the beginning of the summer and she dumped me. it tore me up so I decided to move because I couldn't deal with seeing her again. we stayed friends and we were really close. the she started dating my ex best friend and it hurt. I didn't know why because I was dating jack but it hurt. I guess because she was the first girl I have ever loved and she was dating the person who knew how I felt about her. well they broke up and everything went back to normal. the recently they started dating again and it hurt. the broke up and now me and her aren't talking. she is about to find out why I wont move back in with my dad. if I move back in then I'm going to have to see her everyday and all those feelings will come back but she doesn't love me or feel the same way so I will pretty much be a walking zombie and I cant look at her anymore without wanting to cry because I cant get my bbg back. when I need my bbg back.
