i was in Spanish when i got a text from her saying if i i'm up for whatever. lets start from the beginning. a week ago i had a dream about me and her. in the dream me and her saw each other for the first time in awhile and we were both single and we ended up hooking up. well i told her that the dream might not mean what we think it means. and we had been talking about it off and on for a few days and today she said we could date again or just have a fling. whatever i want. i never thought i would see those words. i had it set in my mind that we were done for forever but a part of me still loves her and always will because she was my first girlfriend ever and nothing can change that. i just need some time to process all of this fully. sorry i haven't been updating. i have been busy with life and drama.
