april 22nd
i'd introduce myself but that's a dead giveaway and we're not about to do that. lately my mind has been over-flowing (that might be grammatically incorrect but) with things and i need a place to put my thoughts, so what better place then the internet right?! but hey so my life has kinda been on a downwards spiral, what with ruining relationships and losing my shit (literally, and metaphorically too i guess). i've pretty much just stopped caring about everything, including how i look and how others perceive me because who the hell cares. i graduate school in a few months so i'm really just trying to hold it out until then but boy is that getting harder day by day. i also hate my job (retail), but who actually likes their job anyways unless it's actually something interesting. find me one person that enjoys retail, cause i sure as hell know my managers don't.
it's now 11:58pm and i have school in the morning, but at this point in the year i skip most of my classes anyways and go to the music wing because that's like a safe haven for me. thank god. i also managed to let my school bag and track bag be stolen so i'm kinda screwed for tomorrow also, just one other minor reason as to why i'm dreading tomorrow. i feel like subconsciously i'm telling myself that the later i stay up, the longer it'll feel before i have to go to school? i don't know if that makes any sense but it's midnight and i'm delusional. i also have a pounding headache. i think hitting my head with a rock would feel better then how i feel right now. so being online probably isn't helping...
i'll update again tomorrow because i know it's actuALLY gonna suck at school so i can't wait to moan and groan as to why it will. au revoir.
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diary of a sad boy
Teen Fictionplot twist: im a girl this is just the daily life of me bc i need somewhere to rant so why not here?? if you wanna see low quality, but somewhat relatable content, continue reading. if not that's cool too.
