diary of a sad boy

monday, 10:01pm

i tend to think best/overthink at night.

today was actually NOT a bad day thank god. i looked kind of like homeless hippie in school today because i really just didn't want to do laundry and try to create a decent outfit, yet my outfit still got compliments. on the downside, i don't know if i mentioned this previously but my dumb ass lost both my school bag and sport bag that contained valued things such as my hair brush and headphones. i found an extra pair of headphones that worked probably just was well, but they were very curly from the washing machine.

honestly if anyone made it this far, congrats cause this is boring as hell.

also not having a hair brush SUCKED because i looked even more like a rat then normal. but hey, at least i was more emotionally stable then normal today because she wasn't here and she also wasn't able to see my make an awkward mess out of myself. i actually get so obnoxious around the people i like (or in this case, not like per say but it's hard to explain) and it's quite annoying. it's definitely my sub-conscious telling me that by doing that, i'll look cooler which is clearly NOT the case because i usually end up making an ass of myself.

if there's cursing in this, should it be rated mature or something?

i have a slight headache again because i'm very prone to headaches, not sure why. but since i'm in my senior year of high school, i really stopped caring about school and work. i have so much shit to do and i just really don't care??? the only thing i'm kind of really stressing about is my AP exams, those i can't bullshit my way through. calc is really going to screw me over, and government i just don't know the terms and rolls of certain things well enough. so basically, the entire course since that's mostly what it is.

yikes.

anyways i stopped writing for a sec there because i was responding to potential roommates?? i've been trying for a while now to find roommates for college because i'm not gonna know anyone there at all, but everyone seems pretty boring and basic. not to say that i'm not boring and basic, i probably am, but still. i just starting talking to one girl though, she gave off a good first impression so i hope i continue to like her more and we can click and be roommates! i really don't want to choose randomly because if i get stuck with someone i'm not compatible with at all, i might actually just never show up to my dorm.

but anyways, yeah today was a good day. i think tomorrow will be good too as well, because tomorrow night the track team has a little cute thing for the seniors called senior night, so excited to be with my best friend during that. i'll probably cry. goodnight, au revoir.