Vanilla (iDubbbz x Reader)

[Twenty Three]

Ian's P.O.V 

We made it home from (Y/N)'s parents place, and she hasn't said a thing. She's only stared out the window the whole time. I parked up the car and just kind of sat there, waiting for her to speak. She seemed to have gone back into a flashback, as she hasn't even blinked. I wave my hand in front of her face. She perks up, looking over to me, blinking remains of what must have been tears back into her eyes. "Are you okay after what happened?" I asked, I didn't want to pretend that didn't happen but I didn't want to go into details with her just yet. She nodded, swallowing hard. 

I lean across to open her door and plant a kiss on her mascara stained cheek. She smiled sadly back before hopping out of the Jeep. I slipped out and followed her inside, watching her go straight toward our alcohol cupboard. "Uh, no, no," I pushed the cupboard closed. (Y/N) frowned. "You're not turning into a alcoholic because your parents are assholes, you don't even know your own tolerance," I explain.

 (Y/N) sighed, still not talking. I hold her by the wrists and take her into the bathroom, just to make sure she doesn't run away. I tied her hair up so it doesn't get in the way and pull out her makeup remover and wipes. "I'm perfectly capable of removing my own stained make-up," (Y/N) muttered. "Well I want to look after you, even if you are able to do these things," I replied, wiping at (Y/N)'s eyelids. She huffed, folding her arms, but staying still for me. 

I smiled softly, kissing her lips when ever she seemed to get restless, and scratching the back of her head with one hand while I wipe away with the other. I mean I've never done this before so it may take a while for me to even finish, but (Y/N) isn't complaining yet. 

I pulled away, putting the wipes down on the counter, "I think I'm done?" (Y/N) moved over to the mirror to look at my shoddy work. "You've missed some spots, but you did a great job on getting everything out of my eyes," she tilted her head and her face was almost touching the mirror, grabbing for the wipes to clean up the make-up I some how didn't see. "I missed some spots? Where?" I stood behind her, looking at the reflection of us. "My neck?" she points at the make up line before wiping it up, and I bit my lip. "Didn't realize you contour your neck," I run my fingers down her throat. "It's just to blend it in with my face." 

I could tell (Y/N)'s breathing changed when my fingers touched her there. Much to my dismay I would have put my hands around her small throat but I wouldn't put my wants in front of (Y/N)'s needs. I rested my hand on her shoulder instead of going further, I'm sure we can both wait for when the time is appropriate. 

(Y/N) held onto my hand and sighed loudly, her facial expression falling. "You okay?" I wrapped my other arm around her waist, pulling her close and kissing her forehead. "Just tired after today, I don't think I'll stream or anything tonight," she mumbled. "If you're now streaming, can I take you out on a nice dinner? Clear your head and set you straight again?" I rest my chin in her head, looking at her through the reflection. "But you just took my make up off," she whined. "Nothing fancy, just food," I smiled. "Food sounds great," she moved my hand so it rested against her cheek. 

I couldn't help but run my thumb across her cheek, feeling her smooth, freshly cleaned skin against mine. It sounds cheesy but just feeling her right there in front of me made everything feel alright. I tightly hugged her form behind, burying my face into the crook of her neck. I wanted to just hold her forever and just forget about the world. Life is too stressful for the both of us. I felt like I was about to sleep. "Nap time?" (Y/N) asked with a giggle. I nodded. "We can nap before dinner I don't mind," she scratched the top of my head. 

We walk back to our room, I'm still hugging her from behind, and I pull her down onto the bed with me. (Y/N) pulls a blanket on top of us and gets comfortable, as well as taking my glasses off before I forget. I couldn't help but fall asleep right then and there, (Y/N) all snuggled up in my arms and everything.

I was exhausted. 

I'm sure she is too. 

Especially after today.

~*~*~

Hey guys! I just want to let you all know the discord server is up and running and it would be great if you all could join! My discord tag is still Harley#6279 
If you did enjoy the chapter please leave a vote! You may not know it but it really does motivate me to write more :) Thank you for reading!