Alone

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Everyday I question myself, wondering if im truly strong enough to get through this thing called life Alone. Am I Mad? Am I a phycopath? What the hell is wrong with me? I ask myself questions along the lines of these most every night. I cry for hours, sometimes I punch stuff and bruise my knuckles. But, it's kind of hard to punch stuff while wearing a back brace. My parents say when I get my back brace off, Im going to go to Alliance for a week, they said they'd take me out after that so I could start physical thearpy, and they are going to make me talk to a therapist. That's just fine and dandy. Im guessing you detected my sarcasm there, if you didn't well, it was complete sarcasm. I feel like my life is like this shitty movie on HBO replaying over and over again. I feel trapped, and like I've been lately, depressed. Very, very Depressed.

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