scattered thoughts

4

It's been a long time since I stopped rhyming,
I've always been inclined with wrong timing.
Busy with everything, but reflecting.
I'll stop neglecting my wellbeing.

I thought I saw us, my world turned to dusk.
No trust, just fuss. Nothing lasts, unjust.
For years, four years there's no cheers,
just bottle of beers and lots of tears.

Stop it, I begged to myself.
But my folly deranged self,
Kept on crawling back to you.
Neglecting myself left me blue.

I've always wanted to dance,
but now I know there's no chance.
Why? I wanted to dance with you under the moon.
I sigh, my happy thoughts left me gloom.