PANI SS: It's Divine

Affection or Attraction...

" Chinta karne ki jaroorat nahi hai....bus when I could not sleep tonight I came to know that I have got the habit of sleeping besides you..and this habit is too good.."

Niti smiled oh his cute confessions. But blushed listening to the word "sleeping besides her". Parth moved to her bedroom and laid down on her bed. Niti glared at him.

" Parth tum Yaha so gaye to mein kaha soungi?"

Parth patted the space besides him. Niti again glared at him..

" pagal ho gaye ho. Mein yaha kaise soungi. I am going out to sleep on the couch.." she moved towards the door. Before she could move She was pulled by Parth and landed on his lap.

" kya hai Parth had baar chote bachon ki tarah mujhe God mein Bitha lete ho"

Parth laughed " Bacchi hi to ho tum. Chotu si cute si..." Niti pouted annoyingly " mein tumhe bacchi lagti hoon" she started hitting his shoulder. After taking a few punches he held both her hands and pulled her and made her lay on the bed. He adjusted himself too on the bed hugged her waist and pulled her towards him. She tried to wriggle but Parth pulled her more " tum koshish bhi kyu karti ho. When you know u can't fight me so chup chap so jao." He pulled her more hugged her waist kept her head on his shoulder just the way he likes and kissed her forehead closing her eyes by his palm. He too  closed his eyes and slept hugging her.

They both got the much needed warmth, the peace from the struggles of life. Whatever they had was either out of attraction or affection. If it was attraction then it was sure to get over a period of time but if it was affection ,were they prepared to fall in this trap of such deep things?. They will for surely  get burnt , tested and tried in this whole process.   Both were still immature, lost and confused. But still as Destiny had planned they got attracted towards each other in any situation and that too led by a deep affection. Affection and attraction a deadly combination where two souls are confused between Love and Lust. Love can never be defined and lust is not worthy of any definition.

6.00 a.m, Niti's apartment

Niti was the first one to wake up. She opened her eyes and as usual she was in his strong grip. She was admiring him remembering the past few days how their equations have changed. Her heart fluttered on him being so close to her. Niti knew that there is some strong very strong connection between them but she was ignoring it feeling it as just an attraction. She raised her lips and kissed his forehead. She was now completely drowned in admiring his face. Her eyes moved towards his lips and this time Niti did not control herself and placed her lips lightly on his.

Sparks is what she felt in her heart. She kept pecking his lips lightly. She brushed them lightly with her lips. She wanted more but she controlled closing her eyes and tried to move back but a sudden tug on her waist made her look towards Parth. He stirred in his sleep and pulled her more in to him. He opened his sleepy eyes saw Niti with eyes filled with emotions. Niti was confused on his behaviour before she could say anything he started caressing her cheek with his thumb. He leaned forward and took her lips in his mouth and started sucking her lips just the way he does. He was relishing her , Early morning harmones played their role efficiently and he kept on sucking her lips. Niti, was also drowned in the passion now. Her hand went to the back of his hair and she tugged him more in to her. They kept exchanging the sides of their faces completely drowned in their slow passionate kiss.

There was no sign of lust in the kiss. It felt as if they were compensating for all the years they stayed away from each other. Niti struggled a lot to breathe in some oxygen but Parth did not leave her soon. Finally when he was satisfied completely he left her giving a peck on her swollen lips. Parth's trance was broken when A tear dropped from Niti's eye .

What Niti and Parth felt was a pure bliss. Seeing her tears Parth moved away from her, stood up and went towards the balcony. Niti straight away went in to the washroom. Parth thought taking a deep breath " what have I done? What must she be thinking about me? But the question is what do I think about it? Kissing her was bliss. I experienced those feelings which I never have felt for any one. Is this just a mere attraction or is it different. What I feel is more deeper than I thought. Was this out of attraction or out of affection? What is she for me? Am I falling for her ? No, not at all I am going to step in to anything like this. Whatever it is I know one thing it felt so right to kiss her. But how am gonna face her?"

Here Niti's condition was no different. She was standing under the shower and remembering those blissful moments she had just shared with Parth " I could not control myself or say I did not wanted to. The kiss was magical it brought so many emotions for him. The kiss did not felt as if it happened in the heat of the moment , it felt as if we were waiting for it since ages. The way his lips mould in to mine I could feel that we connected as lost pieces of a puzzle. But what must he be thinking about the kiss. What if he regrets kissing me? What if he drifts again from me? No, not this time I cannot loose him. It's not just attraction this time I know it's deeper. What is he for me a friend? No, not at all. Am I falling for him? I have never felt such emotions for any one before. Aggrrhh .... it's getting complicated. But before that how am I going to face him?

Parth freshened up in the other room. Meanwhile, Niti was in the kitchen preparing breakfast. Parth came out and moved towards her. She could not face him. She was not looking at him. She took the breakfast and kept it on the table. Parth was still standing and waited for her to initiate. She did not once look at him. It was enough for Parth now he held her hand and made her sit on the couch. He held her chin and made her look towards him..

" Niti, one thing I want to clear it to you that I DO NOT REGRET THE KISS AND I AM NOT APOLOGISING FOR IT...in fact what I felt was bliss" Niti saw in his eyes which displayed similar emotions as hers . He continued " I am not able to name the feelings that I have for you but please let's not spoil that we have between us. By now we both know that we have a strong connection between us. Niti, I do not want to loose you as a friend let just things move as they come" . Niti blinked her eyes and smiled at him but something was troubling deep inside her. Was she falling in to something that she should not as there were chances of her being shattered and broken. What if after sometime Parth looses this connection with her and leaves her all hurt. She just gave a break to her thoughts and decided to let go things with the flow making a note for not letting herself loose control before him.

Parth went to the table dragging her along and had breakfast with her. He then left for his apartment leaving Niti to deal with her emotions.she was sure that Parth was not going to come tonight. It's not that she did not want him to come but she was not sure of her emotions before him. The day passed Niti was free today she completed all her tasks by evening. She made dinner for her and ordered some grocery for her. She was just going to set the table the door bell rang. Niti opened the door to receive  the ordered grocery. Her eyes got stuck on the person standing on the door. It was Parth standing there restlessly moving his leg.

" Niti, nahi reh paya yaar Tum se mile Bina...."