Random Thoughts

disgusted

Have you ever just felt disgusted with yourself???

I do all the time. when I do anything, except dancing.

When I dance...I can't even describe it...it feels beyond amazing!!! I dance to bts. It makes me feel happy for myself, until she comes back. She is the worst person I have met.

I know it sounds crazy, but this she, is a voice. She makes me feel like I am not worth anything. She tells me that I am disgusting. She tells me nobody loves me. Dancing, and talking to my three best Unnies, Ellie, Paige, and Jane are the only thing that distracts me from her.

Author's note;
If any of you need help, I am always here. I don't like how I tell people all of my problems, and they don't tell me about their problems. And I know damn well that they have problems!!! Please just remember I am always here.