Random Thoughts

Again

I just want to die,
But you won't let me say bye.

Now I have to tell a lie,
So I sigh.

And again, I cut my hand,
But then I listened to my favorite band.

I did eleven small cuts within less than a day,
And I lie and say I am okay.

My family is starting to notice I don't talk as much,
And that I no longer like human touch.

Please don't feel bad for me,
And also let me be.

I had a blade today,
It was hard to get away.

I love the hunger feeling,
I wonder if I will ever start healing.

I no longer have fun,
I am just simply done.

Author's note;
I'm done....