Chapter 17

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3rd pov

You woke up in Nagisa's arms. So, you decided to stay in his arms and cuddled with him. "Why are so cute?" you poked his cheek and smiled to yourself. "My cute blueberry" you then giggle to yourself. Nagisa opens his eyes to see you smiling to yourself and smirks. As you continued talking to yourself you felt Nagisa's hug bring you two closer. "(y/n)~ I love you~" he said pretending to be asleep and you blush. Then, you giggle and kissed him. He pulled you closer and made the kiss deeper. He inserts his tongue in your mouth. (A/N: the cringeeeeeee) Then, he started rolling his tongue around mines (A/N: someone pls kill me!!!!!!! Sarah help meh "innocent soul"). We then part our lips due to the lack of oxygen and we both started panting, there was also a string of saliva connecting our lips. He stares at you and you blush placing your finger on your lip. "You're too cute (y/n). My little cutie" you blush harder and hide your face with your hands. He kissed your left hand and removes your hands from your face. You look at him and he smiles. The space between you was only a couple millimeters and he leans in. You stay frozen and you feel him place his forehead on yours. He gets up and thinks for a moment. "Want to watch movies?" you nod in excitement and got ready. You decide to wear his t-shirt and his sweatpants. A long sleeve that was a plain white shirt and the sleeve was falling off my shoulder, the sleeves were long so you left it long instead of pulling them up, the sweatpants were big so they were baggy, so,  you pulled it up so that I wouldn't slip and fall. Overall, his clothes were very comfortable. You walked into the living room to find Nagisa on Netflix looking for a movie to watch. "Nagisa, what are we gonna watch?" he turned to look at you and blushes. "Why are you wearing my clothes?" you walked towards him, sat on your knees behind him, wrapped your hands around the top of his shoulders and leaned on him. "Why not? They're really comfortable" you could feel his face heat up and you decided to place your head on his shoulder. We decide to watch a horror movie. A jump scare was going to happen and you prepared yourself by blocking some of the screen. The jump scare showed up and you screeched softly and Nagisa chuckled. "Are you scared?" you blush and pouted "N-no way. This isn't scary at all!" he laughs and pulls you closer. After the movie you two continued to watch movies until you two were tired. You fell asleep and your head fell on his shoulder. His shoulder started to hurt so he moved his shoulder and your head fell on his lap. Nagisa admires your sleeping face and turns off the t.v. He then falls asleep. 

Time skip to morning

Nagisa woke up to find you still on his lap and sleeping. He smiled and lowered his head to where he was only 3 inches away from your face. You felt his hair tickle your nose and you sneezed softly. He got back off and covered his mouth with his hand with a surprised expression. Nagisa giggles softly and looks at you playing with your hair. "You're so cute." You turn around and faces his stomach/crotch. Nagisa stares at you with lust in his eyes and stops playing with your hair. His face becomes red at the thought of you giving him a blowjob. You woke and looked to find Nagisa really red. So, you looked and found yourself looking at his crotch. Then, you blush and got up. "(y/n)~" he moans out on accident and your face became even redder. 

Nagisa's pov

The thought of me inside her mouth made me hard. I accidentally moaned out her name when saying something to her. Her face became more red and I grabbed both of her wrists. Then, pinned her down against the couch. "N-Nagisa, are y-you okay?" I leaned in and kissed her roughly. "Nagisa st-stop" she said between the kiss. I came back to my senses and got off of her. "Sorry." Then, I walked out of the living room into the bathroom. I closed the door and leaned against the door. 

3rd pov

Nagisa then walks towards the cabinet and grabs a knife. He started tearing up and starts cutting himself. You heard quiet  sobs from the bathroom. So, you decided to go check out what's happening. Nagisa forgot to lock the door, so, you opened the door to find blood on the floor and on Nagisa's arm. You quickly rush to him and grabbed the knife away from him. "GIVE IT BACK! I don't deserve to live, (y/n)! You hate me now, don't you?" He cries harder and makes you cry too. He looks at you with sadness in his eyes. You brought the knife to your heart, making Nagisa's eyes widen. "Stop (y/n)! Don't hurt yourself!" You looked at him. "Then stop. I don't hate you at all. Seeing you sad and crying hurts me. I'll kill myself if I have to! I don't want you to suffer at all!" He grabs the knife and removes it from your hands. You look at him and he hugs you. "I'm sorry." You hug him back and nod. After that, you helped him wash his arm. You placed your head on his shoulders. "Don't ever do that again." he nods and you kiss his cheek. "Let's take a bath together."

TBC

AUTHOR NOTE

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIII

yes ik

DEPRESSION

I have depressed frands

so

why not talk about depression?

did it give chu guyz da feels?

probably not

BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

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