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was my biggest regret when i peed my pants in kindergarten even though i said i didn't have to use the bathroom? no. was it possibly when i lied and said i knew how to ride a bicycle? no, not that either. i just miss you so much. i thought these letters would help me cope, but they aren't doing any good. i'm so sorry. as each day goes on, i lose another piece of myself. life seems like a blur now. the grass is no longer a vibrant green and the sky doesn't have its numerous stars. i'm so, so, so sorry. i really wish you didn't have to push me out of the way. it's my fault that i wasn't paying attention as we crossed the street. my carelessness shouldn't have been the reason you died. i'm really sorry.

dear taehyung,
the hardest part of you being gone... i can't find a reason to live. i'm sorry. i have many regrets in my life. not being able to save you was my biggest regret.

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